` & there must be times when i rly needed you

I'm seriously sick of bombing up baby already. You know, When he sleeps. It's like FUCK. It's sooooo un-explainable. Anyway, He sucks. Aw, I'm kinda able to speak out my mind thinkings more already because he doesn't even want to spend that little time to come over my blog & See see when i wrote good things bout him. So i would rather then wrote some bad things. Actually. It isn't some. It's alot :D That's good. I'm getting bored without him liaos. Actually with him is bored toos. Cos he only knows how to play his game what ._. Lame. I finished my last stick liaos. Now no more yan. Boring. Should be going help baby train his audi. He one more level clubber liaos. I one more jiu amatuer liaos ;D So i think i should chiong mine lorhs. But i help him chiong, He faster level then can faster pei me mahs. See, Want own bf pei also need help him chiong so he can cut down his games then pei me uhs. ZZZ. Somemore he still have maple. Plus one audi like shit liaos. Next time i keep afk inside his audi account. Then when he want login cannot. LOL;X I'm bad uhs ;D Teehees. Sunday going change audi ign (:


I'm irritated by my hair already. Th extensions left about 7 strands. & It look so disgusting. It won't drop laa. I want it faster drop. Lols ;X But nevermind then. I'm going for re-extension liaos. Finally laa. New year was so many people. But i regretted spending too much money on new year cos i've no money to re-extend now. Need save up luh ;X I want go re-born ley. Sians. I feel like waiting for th extensions drop. Then go re-born. Dye my hair then extension. It's been 1 & a half year since i re-born my hair. Cos flat hair aren't nice seriously ._. It looks stupid. But alot people tell me don't re-born laa. Cos veh flat mahs. But if i don't reborn hair not nice ley. Sians. I'm gona ask mama if i could go for re-born. Hope she allows. & I got th money for rebonding :D Teehees. I'm evil.


So boring now. Should be go watch my show laa. I'm off already then. Goodbye & Fuck.

` & He's th one i only love ,

YESTERDAY

Baby came to my house around afternoon & Brought old chang kee for me to eat. Lols. Then we watch tv all that luhs. My mama coming back around 6 plus in th evening. So baby has to go before mama come back. & Baby says he's going to krislan. So i decided to go with him :D Teehees. I go get changed, Make up all that. Then took some pics. Omfg. I got lj bin on one picture. So funny luhs ;X Blahblah ~ Then at krislan we chionging our audi couple hearts. We had a quarrel anyways, Baby's so cruel lorhs. But only when i cry then he hugged me veh tightly :D But thens, It's useless laa. After some talks. I go home pack things. LOL! Cos i going baby's house overnight. Then guess what did i bring? I brought my hair straightener. Cos his house don't have. Broght makeup remover, Toner, Face cream &&& Facial wash :D So funny cans? Then we headed to krislan for a while & Rush last bus back eunos. & We did something veh stupid actually. But not on purpose. We slept. & We missed th stop at eunos & Take all th way to th end which is bedok ._. Omfg. We took cab back home. Lols. & I cooked maggi for baby eat luhs :D But he say he no appetite then gave his brother eat. Then his brother keep say : Wah, Sinful ey. I'm sorry to my stomach. So late still eat. LOL;x Cute right? Teehees.

TODAY

Morning, We slept & Woke up together around 7am plus. Have to go hide in th toilet again to wait for his mama & Papa go out. LOL;x So funny. But baby's vehveh cold to me. Hai :'( I didn't say anything much. AFter his papa & Mama went out he going zak again ._. Fuck. I was so angry luh. & I just went in his room & Fell asleep. Then woke up again. & Slept together with baby again. Till 3pm plus i go bath then get ready for home. Baby pei-ed me wait for bus. Then i msg-ed with fel meimeis, She sad ): Aw, Sayang laa :D Anyways, I gtg already. Goodbye & Fuck.

` & well , You're nothing but a jerk ._.

Goodmorning peoples , Yawns. I'm tired okays? Anyways , I told you th time i wake up & Th time i slept. I slept around 8pm going 9pm. & Then woke up at 2am plus. Fuck right? Told you guys i can't have a good sleep dehs. & Baby slept at 6pm plus , Woke up just a little while more. Around 7 plus in th morning?! He slept for 13 hours laa! Fuck. I'm so irritated by th time he spend sleeping more then accompany his little girlfriend which is me :D Lols ;X I hate it. I hung up his phone. & He msg-ed : I rly don't like being hang-up ._. You know what , He don't say this in th past though. He'll call back one. Now he doesn't. It seems that he doesn't even care about me , Angry bcos of him. I'm not important anyway i know. He did a veh cute thing laa. He send me a MMS of th food he's eating. But , I've changed number temporary. So , Th number that i'm using doesn't have th service for GPRS. So , Too bad. Didn't manage to see though. -.-'''


I don't know what am i supposed to do now. Not going over baby's house today DUE to - He woke up too late already. & Made me lazy to go bath all that ._. Plus , I'm seriously tired now. I wonder if things could turned back to th past then. I did say i'll wait before we patched. Like he play game , I wait. He sleep , I wait. Whatever he does without me , I just wait. But , Baby should ave understand. There must be times when i couldn't even tolerate anymore. & What should i do when i'm rly angry? Keep smile to him mehs? Impossible what. People whom know me veh well should know i'm not good at tolerating & I get angry veh easy. So it's veh good that i could tolerate with his fucking attitude at times. I rly don't like things to go like this lorhs. Baby once-d said this sentence when we just patched for 2 months? He said he'll cut down his sleeping times so i wouldn't have to wait so long. & I did mentioned it just now. He said is i ownself say don't say about th past deh. Then i ownself keep saying. Why shouldn't i say then. If i said is he promise me deh. You know what he'll reply? He CONFIRM say that : You also ownself promise that you'll wait when i sleep , Play games all that one. Then now you angry? Argh -.- I'm not good at talking terms. So i'm rly speechless at time he always use this sentence to stop me from nagging him. But it isn't any wrong to say that he has changed already. Bcos , It's th fact. I bet people around me who knows how he treat me in th past would know lorhs. Please laa , Those humans who are not blind can see even better then himself. He , Don't even know where's he has changed. Why should i say something that is useless? Nothing will happen even if i tell him what has he actually changed. He won't change laa ._. I know dehs. He go out with me , Without playing games = SIAN. Wtf right? Myself is , Go out with him. He play games = SIAN. LOL;x it's seriosuly boring when he play games. Imagine we go out for a date & I sit beside him in a lan shop & See him maple till so song & Me myself so boring like i'm going to die anytime? I bet none of any girls would like to have a boyfriend like this. Neither do i ._. Fuck Him.


Opps ;X I found out i've rly talked alot on this post. Bcos , I rly buey tahan what he's doing to me already. So , I decided to say out here. Haha! Say his bad things eh. But before i go. I say once-d more. If is baby's reading. Then it's better. Never ever step on my head when i give in. Bcos toleration of mine is easy to reach its limit. So stay far from it. If not i wouldn't know what i'll do to whoever it is or whatever it is around me. Cya guys around. Bye! :D

` & i love you th most {:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA :D


Boos , It's freaking tired today ._. I'm sick of sweating already. Though it helps to slim down. But i still don't like ley. Anyways , Me & Miaoling my liuxin. Is rly fated can?! Morning i was at bus interchange. Called up her & Asked whether she's at interchange anot. So can go smoke tgt mahs. & She said her bus just went off from interchange -.- So sad horhs? But evening. Like normal. I at baby's house there take 854 home. & Saw liuxin lorhs! LOL=x So fated ehs. Then we talk about alot things , About th past. ETC.


I went to baby's house first. Around 12 plus we headed to grandlink to talk about th taiji. Then nothing liaos. Suddenly , Baby's there people call him go down his taiji at kallang airport. Cabbed down there. So fucking hot cans? & I'm rly hungry ]: After th taiji baby & His friends went to coffee shop eat. I didn't eat cos th things were not nice. It doesn't suit my appetite laa. That's why. Anyways , Mama is buying fish & Chips for me when she gets home. So sweet of her right? Haha. I'm growing fatter & Fatter already. Aw , I hate it. Cos i've said billons of time i'm fat & I need a diet & Still i'm eating. I don't know why. My gastric problems are getting from bad to worst. Usually i don't eat for 3 days can tolerate dehs. But now 1 day never eat like want die liaos. ZZZ. I think i should tolerate more for my diet. If not i'm going to become a fatty. I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT LAA ._. Please, I want a diet ]:


Doing my face mask now. Out from th fridge. So cooling lorhs {: Shuang ley :D I'm so tired now. It's been days since i ever had a nice sleep. This few days. I keep having nightmares that made me jump up from my sleep. Aw , Fuck. I don't know what's happening & Now even my sleeps gone wrong. So angry laa. I'm not going to think so much things for this few days already. Just to have a nice sleep. & I tell you all. All those nightmares are about baby's. & It's bad one. Like he don't want me cos he got another girl. Something link to all this dehs. Rly cannot take it ley. Like wake up then found out it's a dream. It's still fading inside your mind. Scary :'( Alrights, I'm off already. Goodbye all! Enjoy th time for sleeping yeah? :D & Fuck.

` & it's so lame that i wanted to faint ._.

What isit with th guys older & Likes to say girls like us small little girls? They can tell us must know how to think then. But, Do you think they think well? {: No , They seriously doesn't.


I've been thinking, Having problems in game is rly troublesome. Esp to those retardeds. I just met one not long. When he's not in a good mood. & I actually tot he was my friend? So i type-d my friend's name? & He replied *myfriend'sname* your mother laa? & Say not happy come. Isn't it funny? I bet it is luh -.-''' I never tot of like that also can tio lehs. Talk reason lehs. What's wrong with just asking whether you're my friend anot? If you're not then jolly well say i not luh. I also won't mind anyways. Crazy fellow. So old liaos still don't know how to think. Then say things can say till that time i got problem with another group ppl? That one is my problem ley. You all have th right to bring out to interfere meh? ZZZ. Use brains think leh. Somemore they say that time th taiji i say i SIAO people leh. Omfg. Isn't that funny?! :DD HAHA! Seriously. From people i know. All know except for th one i'm in now. There's no more i would in deh. Those people who know me ahs. Definetly won't believe them for saying this. I could 100% confirm. Because it's just too un-believable? & They just talk without brains? That's all. Why do they have th brain there saying that : I'm old. She's young. She's a small little girl. Guys who are old which have that kind of thinking. Please , I would rather you go commit sucide then staying in this world & Being a retarded. They peng wei ahs. Also peng nicer mahs. Anyhow right? Crazy fellows. I would not care them anyways. But this thing still must settle. So later going down lorhs. I rmb that, Even a person. Is a close friend. So someone who close then you will BETRAY you someday. That's what i always know. From those experiences? & I know that only 2 people in my life that won't do this , :D They're ofcos my family & Yanfen laa. Need to say mehs? Haha.


Today's is my brother's first day of work. Work hard uhs :D & Goodbye all {:

` & Yet th loves stays .

Aw, Yawns. Just woke up & I didn't even wanted ._.
I think i only slept for 4 hours i think?
Not enough sleeps laa, I'm rly tired ley ]:
& Baby's still sleeping.


Baby came over my house during midnight {:
Then he called for mac. Ate & Ate & Smoke!
After that morning have to head to his house mahs,
But we had a quarrel ._. Fuck luhs. I was damn sad.
But what to do? He's still my boyfriend isn't it? -.-'''
Stop th quarreling thingy, & We bus-ed to his house :DD


At his house, I cooked for baby.
We ate together & Carry-ed on smoking
Lame, That's life yeah. Watch-ed tv, Blahblahblah
Baby wanted to sleep lorhs, But i keep stop him from sleeping,
Cos i wasn't tired yet what. -.-
Then he didn't sleep dao. In th end was i fell asleep
LOLLOLLOLLOL;X
He waited for me to wake up & He didn't sleep luhs.
So let him sleep more bahs [:


I going to help baby chiong audi liaos.
What's a noob to chiong man.
Lols, Shhh. Anyways, he never wins me what.
Too bad ._. Goodbye! :D

` Let's fuck th ass {:
; Actually i fuck you ._.

Today is bored. Stayed at home watching shows. Hai.

Nothing to say more, Baby's at my home now. Goodbye & Loves ;D

` Freaking pissed off ._.


Didn't blogged for ytrd, Cos whole day never sleep then go out. Reached home around 10 plus. After that waited for baby reach home till i fall asleep ._. Silly uhs. Dumb me.


YESTERDAY


Baby came my house around morning at 6 plus. Then he 8 plus go cos mama is coming back, He went to krislan to wait for me cos i need take money from mama. After that, Prepare everything liaos then went to krislan meet baby. Slacked awhile then bus-ed to bunk. I keep ask orange didi come down. Then in bus i msg-ed chujie didi ask he want go bunk not. He say he going somerset. Come down find me awhile laters lorhs. I said okay ofcos -.- Xiaoren didi asked me go bunk dehs. In th end in th bus i msg-ed him he said he not going down liaos cos nobody going mahs. Then i said it's okays. Went to bunk. Straight away saw ernai & matt. Teehee ;X So happy to see them luhs. Esp. My ernai. Missed her alot alot nahs :D Then saw my little yangyang & Pris. After that nienie nuerh & xue baobei came down to find me. Kinda quarrelled with baby but it's fine already. I'm soooo bored there lorhs. Then xiaoren didi suddenly msg-ed me say he & Dollie laopo they all coming down. Woohoos. Went to meet them. Then i did a super retarded thing. I take th lighter & Pretended to burn them. & I scream AH! Then i say they must do shocking face & AH! Then like nobody was entertaining me lorhs. Even baby. All was laughing like mad. Even myself actually. At last. Th only person who is entertaining. Is YANGYANG. His face damn cute lorhs! Cute laa. Met up with chujie didi. Aw, IloveHim. Then orange didi. Love him alotalot toos. I must like that type uhs. If not both jealous how ._. Shhhh ;X Me, Baby & Orange didi then bus-ed back to krislan.

Random Pics. * Ps. Noob Please Don't Blame Me For Being Naughty! ):

Krislan. Saw that mother fucking bitch. She was at chambers. Blahblah. Fens & Meiying came down & Then cabbed home. Then i stay there. Doing nothing walking around cos baby was zaking same to orange didi. Like i'm so fucking bored & Yet nobody cares me. Then finally th fucking zak down liaos. Baby still want go one more round so i dulan lorhs. Then quarreled. But fine liaos. My gastric damn pain cos whole day never eat mahs. Then he forced me go eat. While he was paying. I secretly go hide. Then th sell water uncle so cute lorhs. I keep say SHHHH to him. Haha. After that cabbed home -.-'''

Baby! SnapSnap :D

` Fuck th cb }

I know i'm stupid , I'm a idiot.

But don't ever put your mother fucking attitude on me.

I'm not good to bully okays? Pua nehneh -.-

` Th night's cold without you around ..


Yawns, I'm a fatty. I woke up at 4 plus in th afternoon. & Then. Ate my meehoon. Thens went to sleep agains. Woke up at 9 pm plus going 10 lorhs. Motherfucker. I'm getting fatter liaos luhs. Yucked ._. Die. Die. I'm fat. Diet diet diet. But this few days. Hasn't been feeling well on my stomach & Gastric. I don't know why. I did eat. & Alot what. Strange -.-.


Baby's still sleeping. He's a fucking pig lehs. I'm rly veh boring lorhs. He so sucky cans? Sleep dao so late. Then i how ehs? Bodohs one lorhs. Then laters wake up sure little bit tired again liaos lorhs. ZZZ >.< But then. I love him. Wait lorhs. Bobians mahs ):


My marmie is working midnight shift today. Anybody want tonn? Yawns, So boring cans? I feel like eating agains. NNOOOOOO! Please stop me in case my weight becomes 10000000 pounds. Alrights, Stop those crappings already. I'm off. Bye. &-Fuck.

` Madly in love just with youu x3

Baby's has gone home already. So sad ): I'm missing him mans.. But nevermind. At least we had a fun 4 month then. Lols. By sleeping at home ehs? & Having maggi for dinner? So cool. I don't care what kind of celebration nor place. As long as i'm with him yeah. I would rather go to a coffee shop & Eat fishball noodles then going a res & Eat pasta for 20 over bucks? Actually. Eating what it's th same. I don't mind anyways. Cos i love baby x3 Haha.

Above is baby's latest tattoo. Without any shading actually. Because. Not enough money already. Nevermind laa. Wait till got money then go put shading lorhs. He's spending alot this few months then ._. Save up baby ):

This is a late post photo. Is that day i overnight at baby's house drew dehs. While he's zaking. I've got nothing to do then. So i go draw lorhs. & He still scold me say later cannot wash away. But it's because i love him okays? So i drew. If not i would be lazy to do this kind of thing anyway. But just out of bored anyways ;X


Life's getting boring. & I'm getting fatter. I keep saying want diet. Few days ago was still okay with my diet. But baby & Mama keep feeding me lorhs ._. & I had mac this morning. After that 3 hours went home eat meehoon. Then just now ate maggi. Omffgggg. I'm fat already! Thank god i quitted maple man. If not i gona be a pig liaos lorhs -.-''' I sat infront my com for th whole december holiday. Ate & Slept infront of it. Won't fat is fake dehs lorhs ._. Haiyohs. Please stop eating laa. Jiayouuuu ! & Baobeh's baby is coming out around 18 more days! ((: My god-son lehs. Aiseh. Baobeh jiayou on giving birth. Will be supporting you ehs :D


I'm off already. Go find things to do liaos. & IloveXIAOJ :D Muahh! Byes!

` I love yous {:

Happy 4th Month :DD

We spend our 4th month at home. LOL. Baby's now at my house. He gonna overnight. Heehee. Morning went to krislan. Then i head home first & Baby went find his friends awhile. Cos need wait my mama go out then he can come mahs. Then baby came over. Watched tv & Then slept. Till now baby's still sleeping. Cb he pig siahs -.-''' BTH. & We ate mac for our 4th month toos. I ate muffin & Baby ate pancakes. Lols. Sibey lame ehs. Anyways, It doesn't matters on where we celebrate or what laa. It's better then nothing :D Wait for him wake up luhs. Somemore our yan left 1 stick liaos. Cannot smoke. Leave for baby. If not later he wake up never smoke die. Then i have to clear corpse. ZZZ ._.


I've changed number temporary. Those who didn't received my msg could tag me around here. I can msg you all. Peoples, I've quitted maple for your information. So stop asking me to go for zak blahblah etc. & I already gone back to audi for goodness sake. It's much more better. At least th cash items have idefinite. So i don't have to worry about cash items expiring. Yucked. Gtg already. Watch movie. Pass time quick uhs. Byes! & - Fuck.

` I'm always waiting & Waiting then ..

I'm still thinking what rene has told me then.

I agree with what she says.

But.. Time will tell everything i guess.

I'm still waiting for baby's call. He said fast.

But it's 1 hour already then ):

` Freaking hell .


Yesterday


Baby midnight came to my house cos his mama last minute go genting mahs. With his papa & 2nd brother luhs. Then he went krislan then came over find me. Around 5 plus in th morning i went to bath then wake him up. Kinda quarreled but he said sorry. Cos it's rly his fault lorhs! Hmpfs. Then, Head to baby's house. We took bus & It was a miracle that he didn't sleep on th bus. He only rest his eyes then. Haha (: Reach his house & We sleep luhs. Sleep till 6pm then he wake up. I wake up earlier but he keep don't want wake up. Like pig like that. Somemore he has to go for horntail batch at 6pm & He was late. So jav use melon's account go horntail. Then crazybabygal last minute never go. Then baby take over her lorhs. It was kinda fast batch actually. 5 hours? Okok laa. So last minute i decided to stay overnight at baby's house ;D During th time. I go wash plates. Feed th fishes. Mop th floor. & I Tell you. His house ahs. I only mop i want die liaos. So big luhs. ZZZ. Imagine if his house was mine. I bet i would die. Then i cook. But baby say not nice. -.- I spend alot heart into it okays. He got eat laa. Haha. After that. Bath then we watched tv. Then baby say want sleep again luhs! Wtf. & He keep like so fast fall asleep. In th end. Is he bluff me dehs laa! He keep laugh & Laugh. Make me so dulan ._. We went down to 7-11 to buy cig & Food etc. Went up watched tv. Th ghost show. Lols. So funny cans. Then wanted to sleep, But never cos 5 plus in th morning liaos. Then bathed & Went out together with baby. Cos baby say he want go krislan mahs. Then in th end he say he's tired so he never go liaos. & He ended up pei me wait for bus then home ;D Baby sleep well. <3


Today


Reached home around 8am. Removed makeup all that then go sleep liaos. Sleep for 11 hours like that jiu wake up luhs. Cos marmie keep calling me then wake me up uhs. Arghhh. Baby's still sleeping i guess. Hasn't received any calls or msg from him. But nevermind bahs. He is pig mah -.- Bleah. I today also never go out. No money plus tmrs is our 4 month since we patched ;D Heehee. Yawns. My stomach's rly not feeling well lehs. Jialat. I'm going watch my show liaos. Byebyes readers ! :D

` You're still th same ever .


I'm lesser important then your games, Outings & EVEN sleepings? Am i so not important anyway. Why i always felt this way dehs. I'm always so lonely yet you don't even notice. Nevermind laa. I'm always th one suffers. I'm always th one hurting. It doesn't matters anyway. Becaused - I'm th one who wanted to take this path. I know i don't like this kind & Yet i still took this decision & It's all because i love you so. & Yet. You never change th attitude toos. I know now & Then. If i ever leave you. You wouldn't feel th pain toos. I'm in great pain )': Somebody save me can? I'm rly suffering.. Hai.


I don't know what to do now luhs. I can't sleep liaos. Cause i just woke up only. & I can't find any games to play. I've quitted maple. & Audi.. Hand too pain. Hms. Nothing to do liaos luhs. Wanted to chat on phone. & Then. Hah. Baby's outside. Too bad. This is my life then. Lonely plus bored. No fun at all. Nevermind. I'm used. Fucking hell ._.

NABEI LEYYYYYYYY !

` You completed my heart ..


I hate today laa! Bad hair day. Bad face day. Argh! Fucking angry towards my appearance for today. So sucky luhs. I didn't slept for th whole night & I went out at 6 plus in th monring to baby's house. Reached around 7 plus. & Then we went to sleep luhs. He just woke up only lorhs. He slept for 14 hours & Then sleep again. Wtf? Nevermind laa. That's what i said before we patched mahs. He play game. I wait. He sleep, I wait. He go out without me. I wait. Everything's me dehs laa ): Hai. But what to do. I'm speechless. Baby fed me with cough syrup today. Somemore is those herbal kind one. Fucking disgusting. Yucked. But i'm lucky to have him feed me (: Teehee. But seriously. I'm feeling veh down now. He slept 14 hours. & After 3 hours he slept for another 5 hours with me. & Then now going sleep again. How much time do he have to sleep for a day laa. Fuck th egg man. Puke.


I falled asleep while in th bus back yishun. Opps* So paiseh lorhs. But neverminds laa. I felt my life's getting bored already. & I'm getting fatter. It's time for a diet you know? Lols. Diet diet. I'm having a diet already. Hasn't been eating meals for 2 days liaos. Today ate maggi in th morning only. Sians luhs. I'm going watch my show liaos. Byes! & -Fuck.

` Baby, No one loves you like i do (:


Boos. I just got back home. I went chambers to look for someone. But she wasn't there. Met up with fens & Meiying there dehs. Then chitchat go home liaos. Saw xiaobaobaos at mac toos. She's working yeah? Haha. So cute luhs.


Whole body aching. I miss baby. He went home today's evening only. So he's now sleeping. Just now he go put anggong uhs. So jealous. Got so many liaos still put. Find time i go put JASON also. Haha. His whole body ahs. Th anggong i love most is my name ;D Heehee. IloveYou laa! Muahmuah! Haha. I will cherish him dehs. If i was 18 now it's th best. So i could marry him. I now want marry ahs. My mama don't let laa. She say i too young ): Sians. I only want to marry him then. :D In th 2010, I'll be waiting. & That time. ILOVEPAPA :D Haha.


I'm tired already. I go watch my show liaos. Goodbye all! x3

` Don't ever throw me alone again )':

WE'VE PATCHED LERHS :D

Ytrd went to krislan. With kimleng & Chujie didi first. Then. Went mac saw xiaobaobaos. After her work went to find her chitchat lorhs ;D Haha. After that baby come. Then they say i'm baby's superglue. Then i say nope. I'm contect cement. LOL! IloveBaby laa. I'm cutting short ytrd post cos my hand's pain already. Haha. Thanks for all caring! Loves! ;D

` I hope you are here then ..


My sorethroat isn't getting better.. It's getting from bad to worst already. I've been coughing like mad cow. & Yet i spend 15 mins to finish one stick of cig. I can't smoke even i'm sad. Wtf? But if i don't get well always. Baby's still there to takecare of me ;D That's th best thing lerhs.


My eyes are swollen already. I cried all th way back on phone with baby ytrd. While i walk home from baobeh's home. It's such a long road. But it's cold & Lonely without you. I cried & Cried asking him. Not to go. Can he stay. I keep asked. He cried bitterly. Saying he felt he doesn't have th right to be my boyfriend. Because i'm too good for him. He said let him think. I say i don't want! I only want him to stay so difficult? I said he promised. Won't throw me alone deh. I only keep say don't go. Don't leave me. & I keep on crying. He say what if he goes out & Cannot pei me again? What if something happened like th past & We quarrel again. I said. It's okays. I'll wait. I only want him to stay. But he say why i treat him so good. Why is always me waiting. Then i said why can't i wait. I only want him to stay. I rly only want him to stay! I want nothing lerhs! I could wait for you to go home. He says he never change dehs. He's always a gamer. I said it's okays it's rly okay! I will wait! Then why can't you just stay?! You promised.. You said you won't throw me alone.. )':

` I've been missing you already .
; Yet, You're still not by my side )':


I'm at baobeh's house now. Yishun one laa. She went back niang jia today mahs. I was getting ready to rush th last bus to eunos to wait for baby dehs. But.. Baobeh called. Said i shouldn't alone wait downstairs. Since it's late & Dangerous for a girl. But i think there no blangalas mahs. Only alot ki siao people niahs. & Fucking cold. I shall wait. Then baobeh keep talk to me. Hai i make up so slow. Then missed th last bus. So i went to find them lorhs. Sians. I miss baby alot lehs. Hai. I don't know how much more will i suffer then. I need to see him already. What if too long never see him & I totally forget about how he looks. How th way he smiled at me? What if. Hai. I don't know what am i talking anyway. But i'm seriously missing him already. Now is 3 plus in th midnight liaos. & Yet he hasn't reached home & I still haven't received his calls or msgs. Baobeh say if i'm waiting at eunos. Now he still haven't call. & His phone going no batt so he off his phone. Then baobeh say. How you wait like that? Can't even contact him lorhs. Diaos -.- I don't mind what. As long can see him for 1 second. It's more then enough already (:


I'm lost in my mind already. I hope baby was with me now. I felt so lonely already. Without his jokes & Laughter. I used to treat him rly badly. & Yet he don't mind. I rly regretted already. I wished i was just a good girlfriend. & When things happened. I could stay strong. But i just couldn't. I only know how to cry fooly. I'm such a idiot. So stupid. I think & Think. Seriously. WHY am i keep crying. WHY did all this happened? Crying is useless laa. I bet. I only wants baby's hug now. I'm missing his warmth kisses already )': God. PLEASEEEE )):


Fucking bloated now. Went to eat with baobeh & Kaiyuan. Laksa. Woots. I'm rly hungry. Hasn't been eating for going 2 days already. Teehees. Diet mahs :D If i had alot money. I would rather throw away & Have baby only. If i had then. :D But now. I would rather want him then my hair nor clothes ): Seriously. I want him only. Changed blog song. QueYang. By YangChengLin. Enjoy alrights? :D I'm missing you like fuck already )':

春天慢慢一点点发芽　快乐开始都有了想像

城市光合作用的模样　幸福开始组装

夜里满园的茉莉花香　月光洒落看不见忧伤

旋转木马前那个广场　爱情开始滋长

想你有时会缺氧　嘴角不自觉上扬

这是不是幸福的现象　胸口微微的发烫

想你有时会缺氧　脸红呼吸不正常

这是不是幸福的症状　不知不觉又缺氧

无法移动的梦想　就算没有人鼓掌　我也不会受伤

不会稀释的信仰　心穿越砖墙　在你的身旁

想你有时会缺氧　脸红呼吸不正常

这是不是幸福的症状　胸口微微的发烫　不知不觉又缺氧

` With you around, That's th most luckiest thing already.


Boos. I'm awake already. But i guess i going sleep again. Because, Baby is not going home later. Haha. So i shall go sleep bahs. But imissHim. I msg him. Only keep saying iloveHim. ImissHim. I rly do laa. Have him around. I'm already enoughed. I want nothing else already. I cried again. & Again. Just because he's not around. But i gotta be strong. Because i'm. But i don't know why. I just felt like crying & Crying. & I'm a idiot. I only knows how to cry then.


Omfg. My phone got no money already. So people finding me please. Call me but not msg alrights? Sians lehs. I don't know what to blog about lerhs. Life's getting un-meaningful already. Baby come back will you. I'm rly not sure whether me & Baby are still together. But i will never love somebody else lerhs (:

` I will still say i do for hundred years )':

I'm rly sorry for making people around me worrying.

But, About happened. I might not mention. Why he is th one who broke up. Let me tell you why. He isn't in fault. You can't blame him. He was only seriously thinking th good side if we broke up all because of me. Onced i waited & twiced. Even th third. Everytime i waited waited. & I kept on crying because of him. Yeeling said he said. Because i'm suffering. So he broke up. To let me live on better. But i guess this is not a good idea. You're wrong baby.


Yes, He cried. A guy doesn't crys easily for a girl unless he loves. So he isn't a bad boyfriend! I suddenly missed him alot last night. & Yes. I went down to eunos. Wanting to see him. Yet i said, I came to eunos to see birds ._. He say night got birds mehs. I say he cannot see dehs. Lols. At that time i'm still laming around. He said he must go home lerhs. & That was 12am already. & I said alright. I stay downstairs. He say cannot. Then he want give me money take cab but i don't want. After that. He say he rly have to go. Then i say okays. He asked whether i have things to say to him anot. I say nope. Yeap. I was holding on my tears then. Then he said byebye. I saw his backview walking off luhs. & Off up to th lift. I qucickly ran over there. Then i saw him coming down & I ran to hugged him. & Keep on crying. I only know how to cry i know luhs. But onced he said about our things. I want to cry luhs. & He said okok. I don't go okays? & Then talktalk. He said if we patched. Maybe th same things will happened again. Because. We broke up all because all th same things. Is me waiting till i dulan. Then he this year going NS mahs. He asked me if he go in how lehs? How would i know how to answer all this questions. Then he say don't want i alone downstairs. Then he told me go up his house. Heehee. I don't know are we still bf & gf. But we still call each other baby then. I lie down beside him. Holding on to his hand & Head on his shoulder. I said can like that hold you is th most xinfu thing luhs. I asked what if someday i wouldn't able to hugged him th same way & Sleep. & I cried & Cried. Like a stupid idiot. I think i'm crying for th whole night already. I asked alot of what if. & I asked i cried. Such a fool. But if somebody asked me if i wants money or him. I would say i want him then. & I also told him, I shall marry to none. But only him ;D I mean it. Because i seriously love him laa. He still said to me iloveyou. I bet that's th best thing ever.


It's been a long time since i'm so depressed. But i shall stay strong. But i don't know how long i could. What if someday. If i ain't with him. He's holding another girl's hand already? )': But he said i'm th girl he ever most loved. What if someday. Somebody's is hugging him but not me anymore? What if someday. He doesn't says iloveyou to me anymore. What if.. Alotalot i wanted to ask then. What if someday. Someday you had another girl & Yet i was not happy? What if. I don't know! I rly don't know. Aw. I'm rly sad. I wished he was with me now then )':

` I will learn how to be strong then .

Happy Valentine's Day.

I'm not happy. I've already been crying for hours already.

I got no mood to blog. We've broken up )':
Also, I've already quitted maple.

This is why i say, I shouldn't have been in love. It's over.

& Yet i'm still thinking. Haha. Let it go girl.

` I miss you so badly , I need you )':


Helloooo! Paiseh ah. Today so late then blog. Cos i just reached home not long. I don't wanna go home too early. Reason is cos, My mum's working midnight shift. & So i could go out more instead staying at home & Rot. Secondly, Is i don't wanna stay at home & Think too much things. Bad for health. But anyway. I'm missing baby badly. He didn't meet me nor contact me nor msg me for today because. He went to his great-grandma's birthday. & Couldn't able to have free time to msg me. Now is alrdy 3.05 am. & He hasn't reached home yet. I alrdy tried to reach home rly rly late. But. He still later then me. Hai.

Left - Melvin : Center - ME:D : Right - Javier

I met up with melvin. & He pei-ed me went to meet javier. Cos javier want to buy rings for his gf for valentines. & It cost $91 bucks at couple lab. Seriously. Th ring there is nice. Sooo jealous. Th girl is so lucky to have him as her bf. Haha. But nevermind. I love my baby more ;D After buying finished. Me & melvin then went back to yishun & meet up with yanfen ;D

I like bestie's green skinnys ):

CLICK FOR BIGGER VIEWS ._.

Head over to funland. Fen was not there yet. & Saw bubble & crystal. Crystal's giving birth next month. Her stomach so nice to touch laa. Jiayou girl on your birth ehs. Then. Fens & Meiying came. Talktalk & Then we went to longjohn for dinner. Suying came & Went with his bf. & Then fens & meiying went home then me & Melvin go walkwalk around GV. Then say till angelia. Rly saw her. LOL! So cool laa. She say she tio sack. Got MC still tio sack siahs. WTFFFOOK? Lanjiao job laa. Give me i also don't want laa ._. & Saw up those retarded pictures of mine? Haha! I was cold & So i wore angelia's jacket. Then i act like ghost. Saw ziliang & Xiaox they all. Then they tell melvon hold th muah chee. I go around & Act ghost saying selling muahchee. LOL! It's fucking retarded. But i'm seriously mad lorhs. & I keep making like crazy girl face. Lols laa. Don't laugh me ahs. There's a video. But my internet is lagging today. So i shall post on th next post alrights? :D Heehee.

Bestie's botak. But i will wait his hair grow & Take more pics ;D

Angelia gotta go home cos she got probation. Then we walked back to 200 plus. Angelia went gome then melvin came up my house luhs. Cos i want change shorts mahs. Then went to meet ziliang they all at 293 mac. AFter that went to slacked at 278 fitness corner then head to ziliang's house. I was rly tired alrdy. & Waiting for baby's msg. Then go in th room see zilong play WWF with xiaox. So lame cans? Lols. Then rly tired so me & Melvin head home. He say got any blangala msg me ahs. Then i say okay. LOL. Cute right my bestie? Haha. Then i reached home bath all that thens baby call me luhs. Yeah! MUAHHHH x3

Bleeding Love :D

Closed off from love

I didn’t need the pain

Once or twice was enough

And it was all in vain

Time starts to pass

Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened

For the very first time with you

My heart melts into the ground

Found something true

And everyone’s looking round

Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say

I’m in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don’t know the truth

My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear

But they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears

Try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that the goal

Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater

Than the rush that comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness

I see your face

Yet everyone around me

Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say

[Bleeding Love lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com/]

I’m in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don’t know the truth

My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me

Oh they find it hard to believe

I’ll be wearing these scars

For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say

I’m in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don’t know the truth

My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and

IKeep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

` If love was like this , I rather be alone .


I'm so bored now. At home. Doing nothing. Only keep wait wait & Only wait. For baby to wake up. I felt everything was not th same anymore then. Like most of th time, He wouldn't be at my side. 2008 sucks. I hate it. In th past was, He wanting to meet me everyday. & Yet. Now was me. Why is everything turining back round. & Bang it to another's ass? Omfg. Seriously, I felt so not in love now alrdy. I'm alone always deh. I;m always being th one left out. Always being th one who nobody would notice. Even he does it too. Yuck. My relationships rly sucks. What does it take to mantain a rly perfect one? I guess there's nothing that could bring our relationship to that standard. Somebody maybe his feeling faded. But i said nah, He won't. Days passed. & Yet i'm still thinking of th same thing. Not now anymore. Becuase i no longer feel his love around. My heart's breaking more & More each day. Would any girl want to have such a relationship? I bet none does. I'm also a human. I have feelings. I don't know how long i could tolerate. But rly.

It's hurting me inside badly.

` I know i love you deh laa .


Boos. Not posting long for today. It's not a veh tiring day. But i cried again today. Lols. I start from th beginning first. Cos i like to post pictures first ! ;D

I went to meet baobeh at bishan. This pregnant lady ahs. So noisy. NAGNAGNAG. ZZZ. Keep say me & jason quarrel copy her. Crazy girl. Later your baby come out i beat your child uhs. LOL! We went J8 walkwalk. & Then she went NTUC buy chips & maggi all that. I saw alot hellokitty things mahs. & I keep put inside th basket & She keep kp. LOL laa. Damn funny dehs. Look. I keep snapshot her. & She so heng can hide away ._. I took some pics of th basket all that. Th wine alot lorhs. SO cool. Haha.

Lols. Look at th basket. Th hellokitty box in white. So cute lorhs. She don't want buy for me lehh. So bad lorhs she. ZZZ. LET ME SHOW YOU WHAT IS A PERFECT HOUSE WIFE :D

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Do i look like one ehs? :D Heehee.

I'm a little mad laa. Cos it's been long time since i went to supremarkets -.-


Alrights, Then actually meeting baby deh. At bishan mrt platform liaos. Then blahblah. & Then he showed me attitude in phone lorhs. Then i said bye! He said BYE! ZZZ. Fuck. & Then i called back & Said you need attitude me mehs? Then he said what i attitude first all that. Then i say aiyarhs, Break laa break laa. Then i hanged up. I board th train back yishun & Was crying. Omfg. So xiashui. Heng my makeup never smerge lorhs -.- Then i called up fen asked where she is. She said she's at khabit mac. So i went down & Find her. She was with meiying. Then after that. She ask me why i cried. I told her lorhs. She called baby ask him come down. Baby keep say sorry lorhs. Then baby ask me slap him. Lols. Dam funny deh laa. Haha. Then he's forgiven. but no next time. I'm sure i won't forgive th next time even how much i couldn't let go this relationship dehs. After that head down to krislan. Then i went old smb road there find damayi. Back krislan & Now baby at my house playing mahjong with my brother & My brother's friend luh. Sians dehs. I hate mahjong laa. Cos i don't know how to play either mahs. ZZZ. CYA! MUAHHH x3

` You were not any good boyfriend either.


Sorry for late posting. I went home kinda late today. & I had a rly long day yeah? Somemore, I'm sick alrdy ._. Sad uhs. I feel so not well now. Keep coughing & Coughing. Now baby in my room sleeping. Sians.


Actually not going out dehs. But i need to change th tees i brought & Th bag i brought ytrd. Cos i don't like th colours. So i met up with mavis in th evening time. Head to bugis. Changed those things. & Walked around. Lols. Saw priscilla. We are fate-d laa. Lols. & Shhhh. You said you were going to tell me th guy ahems ahems ahh ~ Faster say who is he laa -.-''' Alrights, Carryed on. We walked around. & Mavis wanted to buy tees. So we went up level 2. & I saw this fucking nice top lorhs, I wonder why i didn't brought it ytrd. & It's only for 15 bucks okay? I brought 12 bucks out only. So mavis say if i want she help me pay first. Then i pay her back lorhs. Then i say okay, Cos next week i'm going smb mahs. I didn't want bring much money out cos. I spend over 100 plus ytrd. Means total i spend 200 plus in 3 days? Or maybe lesser i think. On useless things. So i think i shall save up alrdy. Enough of buying clothes i guess. Teehees. & I can't wait to wear my new clothes on valentines :D


After bugis. I went home. Put my things, & I went to krislan to look for baby. Blahblah. Went chambers find FANG. Oh, She's so cute laa. I didn't know i saw her bfore untill i saw her siahs. Lols. Then baby bring me go eat & He came my house play cards with my brother's friends. I did play too. But i think-ed first. Cos i was losing money a few days ago. But today i won siahs. Th first round of th game i got 2 A's card alrdy! Heng rights? I think i got this set of cards for 4-5 times? & There's one time. I was actually putting 9 bucks deh. In the end i change back 1 buck. Guess what my card was? 2 A's. Omfg. It's triple okays? If i bet 9 bucks. I would have earned 27 bucks alrdy! ZZZ. But nevermind. I actually left $2.50. But after playing, Now i got 24 bucks! :D Heehees. I'm sick. & I didn't even want to sleep. Whatever. Ohyahs.


I'm off alrdy. Rly feel sick now. Goodnights. & Fuck sickness.

` Is this th love controlling, Or th effect of th world turning?

Hellos all ! I'm fine alrdy.

WE PATCHED UP :D

` I was seriously a bad girlfriend after all.


Isit i was too harsh. Or was it just at th point of time i decided on this. Isit just because i love you so much. That i couldn't even know what i'm doing. Or isit, I can't even manage to survive without you for 1 second. I know people cared. But, I don't need any comfort. Because i don't deserves it. Maybe. I'm th one who wanted a broke up. It's none of his business. Yeah. I'm th one who broke up. So why i'm so sad here. Because, Hah. I found out. I regretted alrdy. Isit harsh or whatever. It's too late alrdy bah. Yeah. I picked up my courage to called up his phone. & Guess what. It's off. Hah. He said he doesn't want things to be like that. Yet i keep replying him th same thing. I want a break up. & He said it's your final decision or you're just angry. & I said. Yes, It's my final decision. I ain't angry. I told him iloveyou. & I said takecares. Alrights, His last message was th one i broke out in tears thinking why i made this choice. He said. Baby, If that's your final decision. I do respect you. Always remember iloveyou. Takecare too. This is what he said. Th very very last message i've received. Okay. It's all my fault. I didn't manage to be a good girlfriend. I didn't manage to understand you. But. I rly did sacrifice alot just because of you. Things seems everything goes along me on th surface as you all see. But it's not just this yet. Yes, Everyone has secrets. He gives in everytime. Yes, He is good to me. Rly. I didn't say he isn't. But this is th surface. Only between us. He should know how much i've ever sacrifice. Who say i doesn't love him. Who says i'm th one who broke up with him & I can't be sad at all. Who says i shouldn't have cried. Who says i made th wrong decision & They're right. So what? I don't care luh. This are th things between us. What do outsiders know actually? Since this decision i've alrdy made. Then. I can't do anything to hold back anymore i guess. If th time could turn back. IF. Seriously. I won't be so harsh again. Untill i receive his msg. I didn't know i was only just too harsh. If outsiders think i don't have th right to be sad nor cry. Just tell me then. What do you all actually know about us? Please don't fucking as if you all know everything about our relationship since it's OURS. Because. I don't want any outsiders to care. If you all think it's my fault of breaking. You all can blame me then. I won't say anything. Because. IT ISN'T HE WHO IS SACRIFICING ONLY. Get it? & He also isn't in fault. Seriously. If any girls is aiming for him now. I guess. I could no longer care isit. Hah. Maybe jealousing behind. Such a good guy. Such a waste. Jasonhong. Can i possibly call you baby onced more? If there's a day we could turned back. Would you come with me? Omfg, I'm such a fool to think of all this now. I guess it's rly too late alrdy. It's rly too late. I told him i don't want anything anymore. Even my sisters. I said i would rather be alone then. Alone is always lonely. & It doesn't changed for me. Lonely causes tears to drop. & Lonely also causes things to be in a mess. Hah. I'm back to my lonely life onced again. I went to bugis brought our couple tees to wear it on valentines. I guess. It can be thrown bah. Valentines, A day for sleeping yeah? Maybe.


Jasonhong, If any day. You want to turn back. I might be waiting. This time. Give me a chance to prove i'm wrong. I'm harsh. I can wait even th double time you've waited. Even triple. Even 10 years down th road. I know i'm still waiting. I won't have any guy anymore from today onwards except YOU. I regretted. Can you please on your phone? I'm rly sorry. Rly. It's th first time i've said this to a guy, Can you please please on your phone & Check th messages? I seriously need you right now ):

` If i hadn't made this choice that day .
; I bet everything would be better .

IT'S OVER ALREADY.

BUT I STILL LOVE YOU

TAKECARES MY LOVED, ]:

` What's th meaning of life actually .

Arlos ! I'm back alrdy. I didn't manage to blogged ytrd. Cos, I went out to take angbaooos ;D & At night i toon-ed. That's why. & I just woke up. ZZZ. Ytrd is a rly tiring day. But i'm damn suay during playing cards. Alrights. I don't wanna say about this alrdy. Teehee ]:


I went to my xiaogu's house at pasir's. With my brother. & Then ate slacked & Blahblahblah. Nothing much to say anyways. Anyways, Saw yihao. He look so stupid still ._. HAHAH =X He's my Tang Ge laa ~ ZZZ. Continue to auntie monica's house. At yishun. After that i carried on cabbed to Baobeh's house. Stupid. My orange left at auntie monica's house. & How i say happy new year to baobeh's ahma & Baobeh siah? LOL! Her ahma still give me 2 orange. LOLLOL=x Baobeh give me angbaoo siahs. So good uhs? Stupid one laa, LOL=x Then baobeh went home lorhs. I went krislan waited for baby. Baby came. & Baobeh actually say want go what mustafar ._. Walkwalk deh. Cos is 24hours shopping centre mahs. Then we say anything lorhs. Baby come liaos then baobeh msg-ed me say she don't feel like going. ZZZ. Stupiddddd. Make me no place go -.-''' Tmd. So baby say fusu jio him go yongcong's house play mahjong. & I said anything lorhs. But i don't know how to play laa. I only know how to PONG, GANG, CHI. I don't know how to HU. Haha. Funny rights? Yeah, I know. Lols.

Continue at yongcong's house. Above th pics is his dog. Name : Happy :DD Cute rights? Is a male one laa. It's rly soooo cute. It's malteese mixed with shezu. Haa. Dam cute laa. Alrights, We played mahjong in th kitchen. & Then. Alot parts dam funny laa. But i rmb th most funniest part is. If you played mahjong. You might know there a tile call YI SUO. & Th tile is a picture of a BIRD? & I forgotten what i said about this bird. & Yongcong say no bird laa! Lols! Then everybody laugh & laugh. You know why? Cos i said yongcong no bird. Then fusu throw out th bird tile & Baby also. Then I said to yongcong. You see all got bird you don't have. LOL! Then all laugh again. kays , Then fusu throwed th 2nd bird! LOLOLOLOL=x Then fusu said nah, another bird. Then i keep on laugh agains. Say You got 2 bird ahs? AHAHHAAA =X Behind i jiu never play liaos. They play san jiao. I at beside watch them till going to sleep lerhs. Then happy woke up. So i went living room play with him. Then, He was lying on th floor beside th sofa. So i sat on th sofa & My head leaning onwards. Watching him till i slept. ZZZ. Baby woke me up dehs. Lols. Baby lose money lehs. Fusu that stupid won ._.


Baby is busy today. Because due to his family is rly big. He says, Every year deh chu yi. They go to all relative's house. & Every chu er. All relative's go to his house. ZZZ. & He has to serve them lorhs. Wth. Thank god i'm not his mother's daughter. I'm so relaxed anyways. Haha. Going do my re-extension tmrs. Haha. Alrights, Enough of talkings alrdy. Byes ! & Fuck ._.

` Maybe i'm too harsh , Or maybe you're just not good ?

CHECK OUT MY NIECE 'S SEXAY POSE :D

I'm so fucking pissed with my internet. Because, It's only lagging at friendster's web. Aw, Fuck. I 2 days never check friendster alrdy. So i decided to go check. & Yet it's lagging. But thank god. I managed to check my 1st profile. & Now trying to load into my 2nd profile. For goodness sake. Friendster should fixed every bugs they have around. Fuck friendster. -.-'''


Look on th top. My niece's sexay pose. Lols. She wore that qibao. Cute rights? Haha. She came to our house just now. & She danced. My brother they all took her dancing video but then, I didn't took. So can't post it up here. But if i manage to get that video. I sure post it up here. Because it's fucking cute. She likes barney. So she's singing & dancing along while she's listening to barney's singing. Heehee ;X Cute rights? Aw, Kids are th most adorable. I wish i was them -.- Before th dinner started. My 3rd brother said i'm FAT. Argh! I know yeah. I should have a diet alrdy as i said. Because i ate too mch during th december holidays due to staying at home everyday chionging maple. Maple made me FAT. Argh. & Once-d i eat. I cannot control one deh. So let's begin my perfect diet on 3 days one meal. That's th easiest way to slim down yeah. Teehees.


Baby's parents veh cute lehs. 12am in th midnight go temple one. & He has to go along too ._. There alot people. Is at bugis street behind that temple. Aw, After going temple he has to go to his aunt's house. Wonder why elders doesn't want to sleep when they can. Aren't they happy to have a few days off & Take a good rest? Why still make their ownselves so tired out? Yikes. & bring along my baby so baby can't pei me yeah. We msg for quite a long time & Then. He said he later msg me cos he's phone going low batt. & I replied him bad bf x/3. LOL=x joking laa anyways. But it's th fact i send him like that what. Haha.

On th left, Which is th red hair. Is XxXFeNfEnXxX, Which is my twinnie. She has changed her hair & It's time for me to change toos. Bobians, She's my twinnie mahs. Heehee. But this hair. I notice-d. On th left one is xiaosia07. Which is th purple. I used her pic to do an example laa. Thanks mar ! Heehee. Ohyahs, As i said i notice-d, This hair wear hairband is nice! Check out hers. No wonder twinnie say she buying hairband. Lols=x But me & twinnie both think that purple looks better of th all. But we like red. So howhow? Anybody give me some ideas?


Goodbye all & - Take more angbaos ;X Nights !

` Mean what you say , alrights ?

Happy CNY all ~ :D Today's th eve laa. Everyone's having renuion dinner laters right? Same to me. But i ain't gonna eat much. Cos i don't rly have th appeitite. My whole body doesn't feel well. Even now i sit on th chair. I'm feeling so pekche lorhs. But i'm still going to blog first laa. Yeah ! Soon got angbao take lerhs ;D Happy siahs. Can buy ppc for my noob account liaos. But that one is i want train to hermit one okays? It's fun lorhs. Seriously. Rlyrly ;D Haha. I think it's kinda fun laa. Cos maybe alot shooting stars cash item veh nice mahs ;D Alrights, Above th pic is WQ mega me. That is th red arrow pointing. & Then he so good suddenly mega me, So i mega-ed him backs. That is th blue arrow pointing. Haha. Cool uhs. Jav then pm-ed me said he tell tian. LOL=x Also nothing whats. ZZZ. XueBAOBEI & OrangeDIDI asked to to go down bunk. But how am i supposed to go down siahs. My mama wants me to vacum & Mop th floor later on. That's why i came blog early. Sorry. Meet you guys next time [: & I got my seal pillow alrdy :D


Baby came over to my house ytrd night. Because we had a rly big fight. & I said i want a breakup ;X Lols=x Is cos he said he was sick & Yet he wanted to go down to krislan. & I'm at home in pain so much & Then he still ask me want to go down anot? Ofcos i say don't want laa. Then he say he want go down. But he whole day never pei me liaos. Then i was so fucking dulan & Sad lorhs. & He called up. I said he was rly selfish. & I said you can hang up alrdy. I don't wanna be with you anymore. Then, Carry-ed on. He said he doesn't want a break up. & he said he don't go krislan. Come up my house find me. Then how i know he so good go buy chongpang nasilemak for me. But i rly don't have th appetite to eat due to my cramps. & We were fine after that. & At that time when i was rly in pain. He said he promised melonUNCLE to clock for him so he need to go down krislan & He said alot people waiting for him down there. Then i said to him luhs. You don't treat th things you promised me so seriously lorhs. Why people one then yous o serious lehs? Then i veh dulan. I rly felt i was suffering lorh. & I said let's break up bahs. Then can end all this sufferings. ZZZ. He said don't wants. Give him a chance. If next time he make th same mistake again i want break he won't say anything dehs. ZZZ. Thens neverminds lorhs. Diaos. Anyways, He never change one. I know deh. But i still love him though -.-'''


Dotcom was outside my house i don't even know. I suddenly received a call from yanfen & I thought she so good call me uhs. Then knew what she said? She say dotcomw as outside. Ask me to open door for him. If nothing you won't call me luhs? Neverminds dehs laa. ZZZ. It's better. I got more time for myself & Then. Teehees ;X Nana is strong okays? I don't know why the weather is so hot today. Argh. Ytrd so cold. & Yet today sooo HOT. Bueytahan luhs. I keep sweating like fuck. ZZZ.


Alrights, I want to go lie awhile luhs. Cos after my 2nd brother fix finish th fan then i have to do th house work & Go bath alrdy. Sians ~ Ohyahs, Welcome Jiji to aquilar ehs. Got time then mega you laa. Loves. & Goodbye all -Fuck .

` I'm enough of th pains already ,

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Look, Above th screenshots. Th first pic. Haha! I'm so hardworking training. But it's at bain. So, Th exp is vehvehveh slow. But, Can earn money & Save pot okays? Trained till 70% & All people want go alrdy. Omfg, So slow lorhs. Then i stopped training cos i'm alone. I'm going leafre now to hit some mobs for 30%. Think should be fast bah ;X Haha. 2nd one. Is when my rachelDARLING came to find me at bain & We went to fm slack together [: 3 one is lame. Whatever. -.-''' There's new cash items. A sealpillow as weapon & A heart shape ballon cape. This both are fucking cute lorhs! Rly. & It's only 6.5k cash! So cheappp :D I shall buy it. Haha.


I helped my mother to th market to buy some seafood & All for tomorrow's steamboat. It was fucking heavy. My backbone going to break alrdy. ARGH! Omfg. ZZZ. I'm having cramps now. Soooo pain. Baby faster wake up pei me laa! Fuck siah. He's sick. Then nobody pei me. Wtf. He shouldn't eat so many junk food lorhs. Then now sick liao laa. Gay =.= :p I'm going off alrdy. MUAH. Nights, & FuckMan.

` Your lovely voice is gone, & Yet. Your sweetest words came out.

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I'm seriously having cramps now. Aw. Hate it. I'm having stomach cramps & Baby is having sorethroat! Haha! He can't talk. LOLLOL=x Didn't meet up with him today cos he fucking sleep untill veh late. He's an asshole yeah. F3. Above th pics are th SS taken with nienieNUERH & orangeDIDI. Lols. Muachs. Loves !

I don't know what should i do now. As it's rly veh bored lehs. Also don't know where to go. & I'm getting fatter each day. Shit. -.-''' There something wrong with imeem i think. Can't enter th web one. Fusu said imeem's down. LOL=x But my blog still can play th imeem song what. Can't be possibly down. Think it's on maintenience or something bahh. F3. Hai. Boring boring. Pukes.

I shall go alrdy. Nothing to blog also. Goodbye & -FUCK.

` While you pulled my hand & Hugg-ed me in your arms
; I then knew, If i hadn't got you. I don't think i might LOVE again.

Helloooooo :D I'm VERYTIRED ]: Aw, Baby's sleeping alrdy. But it's fine today. Cos we both are tired. As midnight we both didn't sleep & Was at krislan ._. Actually 2 in th midnight we left krislan & cabbed to baby's house lerh. But we didn't sleep though. Haha! & Guess what happens? I always need to hide from baby's mama if i go his house earlier then 9am. So this time. We hide in a damn unique place. Lol! We hid in th TOILET. Lol=x Funny isn't it. Teehees.


I had a tiff with baby twice today. One was before we left krislan. & One was at his house around 7 in th morning. Th krislan one. I don't wanna say. But it's partly of my rushness too ]: I ran out of his house when he was sleeping & He shouted at me when i woke him up. He said he didn't know what he's doing due to too sleeply. & You know. I waited at th bus stop for my bus on th phone with him. & My bus came. I didn't even feel like boarding th bus. & Baby was damn sad luh. His voice like want cry like that. Crybaby! Lol=x & Then, Th lift was sooo long. So i climbed up th stairs. It was 6 storeys ._. & I said open door laa. Lols=x & I went in his house. I pull him here & There & We need go hide toilet. Then i pulling him to th toilet uh. Suddenly he pulled me & Hug me soo tight luhs. & Say next time don't anyhow run away. Don't make me so worry for you. Haha. Ofcos i said okay [: His mama went out & We went to sleep. I'm woke by his snoring, ZZZ. Yet he said is cos too tired. Diaos .__. Baby feed me like feed pig like that lehs. He ordered KFC agains. Omfg. I'm fat alrdy pleaseeeee -.-''' Ass. But i only ate one piece of th chicken laa. Diet :D Haha. & Baby helped me zak so i said no need sent me to th bus stop. & I took bus back yishun, Met up with my mama & went home together :D


Let's see, Baby wants me go sleep. But i don't know. I have a dinner later on. With all my sisters though. Somehow, I miss them. But.. Hai. You won't know. I don't know how should i explain either. It's like maybe too long never meet up. I felt they're some strangers anyway. Maybe. Nana don't think too much [: Haha. I think i shall go have my beauty sleep bahs. Goodbye all. & I'm rly in a good mood today. Byes ! :DD

JASONHONG, ILOVEYOUUUx3

JASONHONG, ILOVEYOUUUx3

JASONHONG, ILOVEYOUUUx3

JASONHONG, ILOVEYOUUUx3

JASONHONG, ILOVEYOUUUx3

`Th night is fucking cold
& I'm fucking shivering like hell * PLEASE?

Hello? I'm now at krislan. With baby. Aw, Fuck. I'm shivering like hell. This keyboard is not bad actually for playing audi. But compared with my house one. Mine is even better please. Aw, I played 2 rounds with zeke. & I think-ed he dc-ed. So i alt f4 toos. Bored ehs. Cos my hand is fucking cold. & I don't have th strength to press th keys either lorhs -.-''' Baby's beside me playing cs. I'm soooo boring ]:


If you manage to scroll down my tag box, You might see a person's name annoymous. ChujieDIDI says he's sicko. LOL=x Indeed is. Omfg. If i knew who he is, I might chop off his cock. Seriously. Go home & Fuck your mother better. Think i'm innocent ehs? I can fuck your ass with my hellokitty umbrella anytime & BOMB. Off your ass goes. Haha! =x


Grats to my nienieNUERH un-bann. & Tmrs my xiaoleenERNAI un-bann. Weees, Everyone's back. So happy :D Haha. Omfg. & I got no more mesos left. Blames put on who? Ber lorhs. Use finish my power elixer! That's th most thing i'm dulan kays?! Argh! All that i hunt myself at bain one lorhs. So xinku. & He spend all! Wtf? Pukes. Give him train ahs. Th sky drop on my mstiantian i also don't know uhs. Haha. Shoo. XP Ohyah, Grats kimlengDIDI 10x , Smuachs.

I LOVE CHUJIE DIDI :D

I LOVE CHUJIE DIDI :D

I LOVE CHUJIE DIDI :D

I LOVE CHUJIE DIDI :D

I LOVE CHUJIE DIDI :D

`Jasonhong, IhateYou

& There's a spammer name-d annoymous,

& There's a spammer name-d annoymous,

& There's a spammer name-d annoymous,

& There's a spammer name-d annoymous,

& There's a spammer name-d annoymous,

`Th night explains why i'm lonely,
With you around it's better then nothing ..

Omfg. Th weather is so cold lorhs. Wonder why th december aren't so cold as january. Why don't singapore snow better. I'll be more happier ehs [: Haha. I slept well yesterday. Finally. Yeap. Baby sent th sweetest msg ever :D IloveYouu x3 Wonder how to sleep if i don't receive his msg every night siah ._. I guess i might be dead alrdy. Lol. Hms.. I don't want to say what he sent. But i could only say a sentence [: He said you're a great girlfriend:D Whahaa. I know. Not like you idiot -.-''' Hah. Baby's coming down to yishun laters. Buying me food & Cig. Thanks! Smuachs!


My maple leveled again [: Yeah. Haha. That stupid ber help me train. Use all my charms & Chocolate to do th charm. All gone. Wahh. You train need use so many charm one ah? Can go hongan alrdy laa. Tmd. Ruin my account. Cb. I rather orange didi play lorhs. It's even better. Pukes. I have nothing to do in maple & Then i came here to blog. Coss. ILoveBlogging? LOL! Nana don't be lame .__.


Not going out today. Staying at home be good girl. Yes i'm :D I'm gona miss baby. & I'm a strong girl. Trustable & irresitable :D LOL! Lameed. I shall go alrdy. Don't know what to do wither anyways. Games are boring alrdy. Goodbye! :D

`I still could feel th warmth in your hands .


Late blogging today. Cos i reached home late. Hah. It's been a long day for today. & I'm tired already. OfCos. It's a expensive day toos .__. Omfg. Today went to bunk, Krislan Then Home :D It was kinda fun. Except baby's keep throwing me alone walking here & There & I can't find him. At krislan laa. He keep stay outside talking while i was inside so bored. Aiyahs. Nevermind luh ]:

Bunk - Meet up with orange didi at bishan mrt platform first. Cos he stayed bishan. & I stayed yishun. So we meet-ed up there. He was late. & Yet he told me he need reach there earlier cos ahma is sponning at 12 plus. But we reached at 1.05pm like that. LOL=x Because. He was late. Can't blame me ahs ~ Haha. Went down to bunk. Chanel ger came to find me for not till 5 minutes. & She say she's going to PS to shop for clothes. & I said alrights. :D Continue with audi to take my level 20 license. Couldn't pass. Hai, Sad luhs. But when ernai came. I ask her help me take. Omfg, She couldn't pass also .__. & Ernai called her friend to come help. Her friend manage to pass th license at th 5th time. Thanks :D Orange didi was playing my account that's why i didn't maple. Except for logging in baby's account for that awhile. Huiler msg-ed me & She said she saw me. But i didn't saw her though. Saw my nienieNUERH lerhs. So cute okays? & Then. Went to ate mac for lunch with them & DeadDIDI. Pris & Yang :D So long never see them luhs. Happy kays ? Haha. Went back bunk played audi. & Dead didi pei me go toilet cos he also wanted to go. Guess who i saw in th toilet? It was marshmallow. My blogfan. She's so friendly. She came over to say hi. Haha :D & She said i'm veh red, Lols. Kinda :D Haha. Meet up with wugui darling & Dollielaopo also :D Saw my qingaiderhs also. & Sansan :D Plus Adeline [: & We auditioners HBF guild took th photo above. Only yang & deadDIDI dehs gf not HBF one laa. Th rest are [: But i like this pic though x3 & Head to krislan with baby.


Krislan - As i said baby's talking outside & I was playing inside. Due to spending too much money at bunk. Over 20 dollars on th fucking com. I closed my com after awhile. 10 minutes? Cos krislan's keyboard rly sucks. Play audi also will pekche dehs -.- I off & I sat beside baby's com waiting him come in. He played audi. & I started to emo then. I said he doesn't loves me anymore luh uh. But he said don't keep like that think laa. & He kissed me. LOL=x Cute rights? After that slack slack & Went to eat chongpang nasilemak with maplers [: & Then baby pei-ed me wait for cab. Omfg. It's so cold luh. I was shivering can? Then baby hugged me soooooo TIGHT lorhs. Till i cannot breath -.-''' But it's warm ;D Haha. Soo sweet laa. IloveYou baby [:


Baby's finally not throwing me alone on saturdays midnight alrdy. Cos he's going home now liaos. Fianlly. Somebody to pei me chat on phone liaos. At least i'm not alone then. You know. My sisters doesn't contact with me anymore. No baby. Equals to lonely. I only chat on th phone with him whats. Hai. But baby says he's tired alrdy. Think he cannot pei me for too long also luhs. Sad. But neverminds. As i said. I'm alrdy used to being alone. Hah. Enough of all. I think i'm going onto my bed & Lie on [: Goodbye & No fuck! LOL=x