` I've been missing you already .
; Yet, You're still not by my side )':


I'm at baobeh's house now. Yishun one laa. She went back niang jia today mahs. I was getting ready to rush th last bus to eunos to wait for baby dehs. But.. Baobeh called. Said i shouldn't alone wait downstairs. Since it's late & Dangerous for a girl. But i think there no blangalas mahs. Only alot ki siao people niahs. & Fucking cold. I shall wait. Then baobeh keep talk to me. Hai i make up so slow. Then missed th last bus. So i went to find them lorhs. Sians. I miss baby alot lehs. Hai. I don't know how much more will i suffer then. I need to see him already. What if too long never see him & I totally forget about how he looks. How th way he smiled at me? What if. Hai. I don't know what am i talking anyway. But i'm seriously missing him already. Now is 3 plus in th midnight liaos. & Yet he hasn't reached home & I still haven't received his calls or msgs. Baobeh say if i'm waiting at eunos. Now he still haven't call. & His phone going no batt so he off his phone. Then baobeh say. How you wait like that? Can't even contact him lorhs. Diaos -.- I don't mind what. As long can see him for 1 second. It's more then enough already (:


I'm lost in my mind already. I hope baby was with me now. I felt so lonely already. Without his jokes & Laughter. I used to treat him rly badly. & Yet he don't mind. I rly regretted already. I wished i was just a good girlfriend. & When things happened. I could stay strong. But i just couldn't. I only know how to cry fooly. I'm such a idiot. So stupid. I think & Think. Seriously. WHY am i keep crying. WHY did all this happened? Crying is useless laa. I bet. I only wants baby's hug now. I'm missing his warmth kisses already )': God. PLEASEEEE )):


Fucking bloated now. Went to eat with baobeh & Kaiyuan. Laksa. Woots. I'm rly hungry. Hasn't been eating for going 2 days already. Teehees. Diet mahs :D If i had alot money. I would rather throw away & Have baby only. If i had then. :D But now. I would rather want him then my hair nor clothes ): Seriously. I want him only. Changed blog song. QueYang. By YangChengLin. Enjoy alrights? :D I'm missing you like fuck already )':

春天慢慢一点点发芽　快乐开始都有了想像

城市光合作用的模样　幸福开始组装

夜里满园的茉莉花香　月光洒落看不见忧伤

旋转木马前那个广场　爱情开始滋长

想你有时会缺氧　嘴角不自觉上扬

这是不是幸福的现象　胸口微微的发烫

想你有时会缺氧　脸红呼吸不正常

这是不是幸福的症状　不知不觉又缺氧

无法移动的梦想　就算没有人鼓掌　我也不会受伤

不会稀释的信仰　心穿越砖墙　在你的身旁

想你有时会缺氧　脸红呼吸不正常

这是不是幸福的症状　胸口微微的发烫　不知不觉又缺氧