` I will still say i do for hundred years )':

I'm rly sorry for making people around me worrying.

But, About happened. I might not mention. Why he is th one who broke up. Let me tell you why. He isn't in fault. You can't blame him. He was only seriously thinking th good side if we broke up all because of me. Onced i waited & twiced. Even th third. Everytime i waited waited. & I kept on crying because of him. Yeeling said he said. Because i'm suffering. So he broke up. To let me live on better. But i guess this is not a good idea. You're wrong baby.


Yes, He cried. A guy doesn't crys easily for a girl unless he loves. So he isn't a bad boyfriend! I suddenly missed him alot last night. & Yes. I went down to eunos. Wanting to see him. Yet i said, I came to eunos to see birds ._. He say night got birds mehs. I say he cannot see dehs. Lols. At that time i'm still laming around. He said he must go home lerhs. & That was 12am already. & I said alright. I stay downstairs. He say cannot. Then he want give me money take cab but i don't want. After that. He say he rly have to go. Then i say okays. He asked whether i have things to say to him anot. I say nope. Yeap. I was holding on my tears then. Then he said byebye. I saw his backview walking off luhs. & Off up to th lift. I qucickly ran over there. Then i saw him coming down & I ran to hugged him. & Keep on crying. I only know how to cry i know luhs. But onced he said about our things. I want to cry luhs. & He said okok. I don't go okays? & Then talktalk. He said if we patched. Maybe th same things will happened again. Because. We broke up all because all th same things. Is me waiting till i dulan. Then he this year going NS mahs. He asked me if he go in how lehs? How would i know how to answer all this questions. Then he say don't want i alone downstairs. Then he told me go up his house. Heehee. I don't know are we still bf & gf. But we still call each other baby then. I lie down beside him. Holding on to his hand & Head on his shoulder. I said can like that hold you is th most xinfu thing luhs. I asked what if someday i wouldn't able to hugged him th same way & Sleep. & I cried & Cried. Like a stupid idiot. I think i'm crying for th whole night already. I asked alot of what if. & I asked i cried. Such a fool. But if somebody asked me if i wants money or him. I would say i want him then. & I also told him, I shall marry to none. But only him ;D I mean it. Because i seriously love him laa. He still said to me iloveyou. I bet that's th best thing ever.


It's been a long time since i'm so depressed. But i shall stay strong. But i don't know how long i could. What if someday. If i ain't with him. He's holding another girl's hand already? )': But he said i'm th girl he ever most loved. What if someday. Somebody's is hugging him but not me anymore? What if someday. He doesn't says iloveyou to me anymore. What if.. Alotalot i wanted to ask then. What if someday. Someday you had another girl & Yet i was not happy? What if. I don't know! I rly don't know. Aw. I'm rly sad. I wished he was with me now then )':