well, i still think you suck-ed.

Finally get to blog :D Now at baby's house using his lappy. Argh, i'm super tired. I didn't sleep from ytrd till now. Except just now i waited baby at home & I fell asleep for like 2-3 hours? Hah! Super funny, then he cannot come in my house cos he no keys then he called up my bro & cabbed down to take th house keys from him. Lols!


I'll be going home maybe on friday or saturday. I don't know. But just freaking bored. Cookie's here at baby's house too. His house is super bored i think. I miss my mama alr! Missing her naggings. LOL.


Okay, i'm not going to post long, cos i don't know what shall i post either. Well, bye !

yo.

Boo, my cookie can stand even she's fat ! :D

they're loves

Boo! I had a great day today! I met up with baobei, fens, peisi, meiying, charmaine, melvin & shien. Hohos, & there's this crazy fellow at funland walking around asking people whether could treat him eat anot. He's so fucking fat & i can't believe he hasn't got any money to buy food? ZZZ. Crazy fellow. Well, i brought cookie out for a walk too. & She's not shivering when she's outside alr. She now will play liaos. Hah!


Thank you all for getting my presents for my birthday. Xue baobei is so sweet. She got my hellokitty keyboard for me alr. Aw, love you. Anyways, th most boxim one is jasonhong alr! Argh! He say cookie is my birthday present leys! How can like that siohs. But seems that everybody is snatching to hget a ashtray or dustbin for me. I bet it's cheaper. But i don't mind. As long as got heart. Can alr :D But for baby cannot ! He mustmust! Buy something for me ;x Hah.


Super hot today, sweating outside & at home. Thankgod funland's aircon is cold. If not i'm going crazy. I just know i spend 20 over bucks today. Blah, i'm saving money. I didn't eat somemore & i could spend so much! I brought cookie's snack. Her bone. & A new collar for her. Th collar is for puppies. & I forgotten that i brought 2 more collars that time ;x Omfg. I'm rly wasting money. But, bobians. Buy alr also like that ;x Wtffff. I'm off. Wan an :D

fuck th world .

Pissed pissed pissed. Orange didi's EX gf. Is freaking bitch i tell you. Blah ! -.-


Th weather's so fucking hot, i think i bath don't know how many fucking times ytrd midnight alr. Baby also. Fuckfuckfuck. Nevermind, without excersing, we sweat like hell alr. Dietdietdiet ;x Hah! I'm super bloated ytrd alr, but after th quarrel with baby he brought me to eat at old smb road. Around krislan there. Actually, this few days. Even i don't eat. I don't feel hungry nor gastric aching. I bet my cramps made my stomach bloated till like this. XP


Yeah! Tmrs going to move to baby's house & stay for 3 days. Ofcos cookie will be going too. If not for 3 days no people whack her when she shit or urine wrong place uhs. Lols. Somemore i can't bear to leave her alone too. But she's rly irritating. Baby say regretted buying her too. Actually i thought of it alr, buying a dog. Makes me rly troublesome. I used to brush my teeth when i woke up every morning, & Now, i need to clear th shits, urine. Hang th towels cookie used. Then can go brush teeth & wash face. I felt like i'm her maid ! Argh, but nvm. It's brought alr. I love cookie still :D


Baobei jio me to eat steamboat ytrd. But i didn't go though. She's crazy, th weather so hot still eat steamboat. Later steam till she die uhs. LOL;x Anyhow. Somemore she has been complaining don't know to how many people that she cook alone eveything & her hubby & her hubby's bro didn't even help. Even take th food all that also she take. Then whatever don't know what th oil splashed on her hand then what what what dehs. Alot laa. She's freaking naggy ;x HOHO.


I'm off alr, mama's off today. She want to go out for a walk. Yeah, but confirm won't buy any clothes for me, so i rather don't go. xP Bye!

you're hell .

FUCK. THAT BABY OF MINE IS GIVING ATTITUDE AGAIN.


No mood to blog alr, nights !

There's sunshine after every rain :D

Boo ! I'm sooo tired now okay? But i still cannot sleep. Must help baby chiong his audi. But i cannot take it alr. I keep miss somemore. Cos, my hands are pain. & I keep blinking my eye. Too tired alr. * YAWNS * Baby is alr sleeping.


I tell you all, but don't be jealous. My boyfriend. Hoho, is a boyfriend which singapore who has only 10% of it? Hah! He helped me to buy pad. Lols ! & He still call up & ask me which kind. Then i tell him go ask th person. It's a girl somemore, he say is paiseh laa. But he still buy ley. So cute right him?! Hah! Super funny.


I changed my background into black cos white are hurting my eyes too much. I don't know if i still get to blog tmrs or what. Cos i'll be staying at baby's house for 3 days from tmr onwards. Then come back. Should be can if i never keep sleep or lazy ;x


Tags will be replied after i wake up. Nights peoples. x3's

i want to be a rly good girl D:

Back to blog, my stupid cookie is biting her towel & bed everywhere! She's dragging them th whole living room, argh. I don't care. Just don't bite my heels again. I want bring cookie go cut her hair alr! Too long, th stupid person didn't even trim her fur before we collect her. Nabey.


Baby's now sleeping inside my room, for goodness sake. He's sweating in his sleep. I don't wanna hug somebody sticky to sleep. So after my cold water bath, i helped him to wipe his body & put powder. Then smell nicenice alr! :D Hah!


I rly want to go for a walk. It's been long since-d i step out of yishun then. Life's getting bored. But anyway, i have baby by my side is enough. Sometimes, i rly missed those past. But, i left it behind alr. Now i'm rly learning hard to be a good girl. Like controling my temper. & Don't slove problems by using violence. Etc. I'm gona have a family in 2 more years. So i should rly think of my future. Like how it supposed to be. But sometimes, i still don't manage to do well controling my temper. Wonder when could i rly master th skills of controling own tempers.


Baobei, don't hope for those things that couldn't happened. I said i won't means i won't. I won't be soft-hearted. I won't bring our relationships back to th past. Don't say i cannot like that. Don't say what " Shang gan qing ". Use your brains & think back luh. When that time i quarrel most with jason. Who was there first ley? They were there mehs? Anyone called up? No right? I'm suffering & yet none was there? & You still say "Shang gan qing"? Sorry laas, no more gan qing alr baobei. Accept th facts. I'm like this. I wasn't th one who has given up. I didn't even gave up in th beginning. I said before alr, my life. I break into 2 parts. One is jason, & one is you all. Both is important then. Now i lost half of it alr? You should know th feeling very well. I've been missing them so much but none miss me then i don't care alr. I don't wanna tell you this things on phone because i rly hate hearing you nag me this things! ;x Hah. Love you. But nevermind. I still miss th pasts. ):


Okay, done with th things i wanted to say. Whatever it is, I MISS CHUJIE DIDI :D Nights!

you're nothing but a disgusting freako .

Happy Belated Birthday To Felfel Meimeis :D

Okay, i came blog late, so it's a belated birthday to meimeis {: Hope she don't mind.


Wellwell, that copy cat changed her link or something? Omg, i bet she must be too paiseh to don't change link & continue to put those wonderful tags on her board yeah? She should learn what is ask before taking. But girl, there's something i want to say. YOU ARE RLY DISGUSTING I TELL YOU -.-''' Seriously. I found out th thing you said about your BEEBEE is copied from my calista meimei blog right? Please laa, use your brains ley. Don't you ask your mother for money? Have right? Then couldn't you ask us before you use it as YOURS. In YOUR freaking blog? Ew, i say about you, i'm gonna have nightmares. I bet your bf is blind or something ;x


I tell you all about a thing which happen on friday's midnight when we were at krislan. It's fucking stupid luh! Actually, krislan outside have a vending machine. Those who have gone bfore might know. So, just beside th vending machine, can see through inside th window. & There's this indian guy, using th last com just right infront so th window. We were like peep what is he doing. So they told us he's searching porns from youtube! LOL! So stupid right? & I look into th window. Trying to see what he's typing. He search for HORNY TEACHER. Lols, & you all know youtube doesn't have porns. They don't take out their clothes laa. Obvious. & He watch till so happy somemore. So, i decided to go in di siao him. But melon said : You dare you go in lohs. So i say okay lohs! :D This were our conversations :

Me : *Sat beside indian guy* Hello.

Indian guy : *Smiled to me*

Me : ORHORHS! You search horny teacher just now right? *LOL*

Indian guy : *Shocked face* No, i was trying to search th name HORNS... *Pointing on th com*

Me : Rly mehs? You don't bluff laa, so many people outside see.

Indian guy : No. Aiyah, *Gave lanjiao bin*

LOL. Then i went out & keep laughing with baby & melon. Th 2nd conversation between me & indian guy was :

Me : Hey, anything interesting to share?

Indian guy : Interesting like what?

Me : Horny teacher?! *Keep laughing*

Indian guy : *Gave lanjiao bin again*

Me : Eeyer!

Then i went off alr, Lols. Just now went to krislan. With cookie along. Bring cookie to let ernai see. At chambers there. Then reached home with baby about 12 plus. Talked on th phone with baobei just now. Don't always keep tell me don't quarrel with them. I ain't interested. Blah, i'm super hot now! Bye! Nights readers! :D

Damn it !

I bet everybody hates copy cats right? Well i found one, which copied my cute cute hellokitty & paste it on her disgusting blog. http://www.mye-sweetlullaby.blogspot.com/ This is her blog link, if you all don't believe. Could check her source, & see th hellokitty on th tagboard which is same as mine on th top. & Come to mine here, & view my source. I'm sorry to say, you all couldn't say i copied her, because, I used that hellokitty in my previous THREE SKINS. Don't believe, anytime question my loyal blog readers, they know it very well.


I'm sorry i made it so big when somebody copys my code, actually i don't mind. But as long as you tell me first. Esp this type of people. Which i see, i felt like aw. I don't know how to say. Which is driving nana crazy ! Serious, i'm freak-out. Very. Even baby also -.- I saw a post she written there, i swear i love beebee, LOL! & She said, fuck off if you're eyeing on him. It's good thing that a girl says this. But if no ones eyeing, then i think there isn't any need to say about this. Isn't it? I'm only stating th facts. Hah. I don't even say other girls are eyeing for my bf siohs. Not so thick skin. Tsktsk. Anytime not happy what i say, anytime contact me out. I'll be real happy to entertain you.

i supposed relying on you was my happiness .

Hello. I'm bored & very hot right now. Anybody want bring me out & cookie for a walk? But i guess i'm lazy too. Or anybody wish to call me up now & entertain me? Haihai! Super boring! Cookie's sleeping. Nobody to entertain me toos. Audi is boring after th whole day of playing. Maple has nothing to do inside. Plus, cabal's bored. Baby is STILL sleeping. Sad to say, he's not at my house sleeping though. He went back this early morning. Hai. Even my mum says i shouldn't rely on him too much. Why shouldn't i ):


I admit i were th one who don't let baby go back ytrd. Because i'm rly not used to him not around. I admit i were th one who holds him so tightly till he couldn't breath. Well, all i've done alr. So? I love him as much as i love my hair. What's wrong being so sticky towards boyfriend. To me for NOW, Boyfriend is more important then sisters. I change for th better. You all change by leaving me alone. I'm lucky to have someone like jason pick me up by th side. When i were down nobody's there like him. So this is call sisters? I never ever talk sisters from my mouth anymore :D I'm a typical good girl now {: HOHO.


Priscilla came up my house with his hubby just now, to see cookie. Well, chatted with her. Blahblah, but after awhile she has gone back. & Now leaving me & cookie at home. Is making me rot! Somebody just have to save my life for goodness sake. I couldn't survive without jasonhong! :D Hehe. I'm off to find something else to do. If not, i'm going to bomb baby's phone & wake him up ! ;x Byebye !

i want t be your good girl :D

Tata! Th pictures of th day! Which is th sexy cookie sleeping on her bed. LOL;x SO cute right she. But she's damn irritating & stupid. & She barks like monkey. Made me & baby laugh like hell. Couldn't take it. Hah. Some peoples wanted t see cookie's picture. Scroll down for more :D


Baby's going home later alr. & I shall be bored again. With a stupid dog. Lol. Nevermind, i don't feel like blogging today alr. Freaking hell. I want g watch tv w baby & mama liaos! Fuckyou. LOL? Bye!

I can't imagine when you're not around .

Hello! Very late blogging for today. I had a very long day for today. Okay, at first. Went to krislan in th afternoon leaving cookie at home. Let her used to being alone. I say about her & yet i don't say about myself. I can't stay alone w/out baby toos :D Hah.


Baby horntail at krislan, while i audi. I leveled alr. I'm here to tell you peoples, level 23 license is much more easier then level 22. Hah! Thanks for those who tagged me up {: Loves. We went hom together then mama gave me money tell me go eat. After that, baby say have another batch horntail. So we went down krislan again. This time, we brought cookie along. :D Had dinner at mac, & we brought cookie in. LOL;x But we put her in th bag laas. At first she on th bus was rly scare luhs. She was shivering all th way. I was soooo worried about her. But behind, baby's horntail batch was cancel-ed & We played audi. & Cookie was all th way sleeping. Guess she's rly tired after all. Left krislan about 2am. Cabb-ed home, But we went to 7-11 buy cig first. Walked pass th 293 courtyard. Saw 4 dogs ;x ! Today was like dog day lohs! So many dogs! Then billy shouted us. 2 dogs was his, & Th other 2 was his friend's. They were saying cookie is very cute. LOL;x Cookie didn't play w them much too. Cos, cookie was rly tired. Stayed w them for about 1 hour. & We reached home about 3am. Baobei called up me while on th way walking back home.


Cookie shit, urine. & Then started playing again. She so daring luhs! Jump down from th sofa thinking she could even when we hold-ed her. & She jump & knew what? Somersault & knocked on her head w a fucking loud bang! I was like so xin tong can? Omfg. & Her head is a little swollen now. But she's fine alr. W/out crying nor barking after th fall. but back t sleep quietly. Good girl i have. She had a long day toos.


I'm tired alr, okay. Off to sleep. Nights readers. Byebyes!

Suffering in pain, but when nobody knows .

Hello, i just woke up. I didn't have a good night ytrd. Haiyoh, finally get t sleep in 3 plus in th midnight, but cookie ownself walk into th cage but don't dare t walk out. Then keep make sound wake me up. So gotta put her on th floor. But, she keep want play then don't want sleep. So i put her in th living room & don't care her. Let her use t being alone. But my mama keep come out & play w her. Then i tell mama don't play w her nahs. Make her keep want play. Hai, everything cookie does makes me thinks of chocolate. That time chocolate first time come my house also like that. But after used then never alr. Hah :D So i gtta suffer for a few days luh ): Nevermind laa. She's kinda good. I never give her toilet train now cos she's just 1 month. But then, she knows how t urine & shit on th towel that we put for her. So that's good. At least i don't have t clean up th floor everyday. {: Alright, she's now lying down w baby.


I want t g shopping! ): But we spend all money on cookie alr. No money for shopping. So sad. Xiaobaobaos came over my house ytrd t see cookie. Baobei & Baby also at my house. Then we brought cookie outside my house t let meiyee see. Hah. I want t g out laas. I'm freaking bored. I everyday at home keep sweat then have pimple alr. Fuck.


I'm hungry ;x Let's g cook maggi. Loves! Bye (:

I shall love you for this whole life .

Cookie is back home, Super duper cute! Just bath hao. Eat also luhs. Now don't even dare t play w balls. Don't even bark. LOL;x Just urinated ! Argh, still 1 month. Also don't know how t teach her now. Bodohs. Blah;x


Super hot. Going bath alr. Bye peoples ! :DDD

simple is sweetness :D

HAPPY 6TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY :D x3's

Another 5 more hours & 15 mins t g & collect my cookie. Weeee, so excited. My phone's dead. Now using a noob phone. Nevermind. Sending my phone for repair later on {: Hai. Bored.


At krislan blogging now, w baobei & baby. Baobei ytrd tonn-ed at my house. I only slept for 2 hours. & She didn't sleep lorhs ): She 's tired i bet. Hohos. Finally done w her stupid blog. Baobei must blog often ahs. Like me :D Hohos. She logging in her blogger now ;x LOL.


I don't know what's more t blog about. But at krislan here. I took th com very behind. & It's so dusty. My hands blackblack luhs nohs. Wtf siahs. Siansians! I want faster g collect my cookie & bring her home ! :DDDDDD later shall post her pictures. Goodbye! {:

much loves t cookie {:

GOOD NEWS :D

Th pet shop person called up & say i could g collect cookie tmrs ! & Tmrs is me & baby deh 6 months. Hoho! Happy right? Alright, i will post cookie's pictures tmrs ! :DDDD


I can't post long, cos baby's training maple for melon using my com ;x Byebye! :D

super super pissed ._.

I'M GOING T THROW AWAY THIS BLOODY HELL PHONE OF MINE LAA!


I'm super super angry, this is first time ever i have this kind of SUPER PROBLEMATIC PHONE. At first, was th hearing spoil, & has t use ear piece t answer th phone or loud speaker. But, now! Suddenly, out of sudden! Cannot read my memory card! SMLJ SIAH. I tried my memory card on my thumbdrive & there was nothing wrong! So th wrong is on th bloody phone! Cb, have t bring phone for repair & Use other bloody phone. Fuck, i rather use a outdated bloody phone then this red & sweet problematic phone.W910i SUCKS ! CB EH. I HAVEN'T EVEN USED IT FOR 6 BLOODY MONTHS OKAY? NABEY.


Okay, stop saying that no use phone. Whole day at krislan w baby. Mstiantian is level 118 alr. 2 more levels t 4th job. Jyjy. Super tired. I don't wanna blog alr okay? I'm rly not in a good mood. fens lending me her extra phone. Gtta collect from her tmrs evening. Tags will be reply tmrs. Byebyes!

a few more yet t love.

I tell you all, th pet shop lady is rly so cute! That day we went t th pet shop t pay for cookie is thursday. So is 17th. Then, she say is 18th. She made th wrong date. So, should be collected on th 27th. Not 28th. Woohoos, means next sunday i could g collect cookie alr {: Hah.


Baby's at my house now. I'm full w bruises. Ytrd had a fight w baby. Then we push here push there. Then alot blueblacks ;x Lols. Nvm laa. Not rly pain now alr. Hah.


I'm hungry ;x But i want a diet. Hoho! Alright, i g watch tv alr. Byebye!

your loves fulls me up w/out eating ,

I'm super bored now, so i took pictures of cookie's clothes. can't wait t let her wear laas. I dreamt of her last night. Which make me so excited. can't wait till that day t collect her ! :D Having a dog is troublesome. Hope this one wouldn't be so naughty like chocolate. Which bites my cosmetics when i'm not at home. LOL;x Super super excited ! :D & Super duper know that i'll be tired. {:

This are -BLF- uniforms. As i promised t post few days ago. But i didn't. Due t tired. Members please buy asap. & Buy a 30days one. Cos i'm afraid i would change uniforms after a month {:


Baby has been sleeping for almost 17 hours. & I'm rly bored. Wonder how i wake him up. Cos his phone is in silent mode i confirm ;x Haiyo. Rly so boring leys. Don't know what t do also. My flu's getting better. Cough, still th same. At least i can taste something alr. Luckily i did eat th flu medicine. If not i bet i can't be able t taste anything till now. Fever is fine alr also. Keep sweat & sweat then it'll be fine. Hah :D Thankyou baby for taking care of me th past few days. I rly cherish alot laa. Whn i having that high fever, I was freakig cold. baby was there t hugged me t sleep. Then, few days ago. I did something you all will definetly be shocked. I was bored & was playing w baby nose. Like i keep pinching very hard. & He said he was tired so couldn't accompany me. But i think he was think of things. & I actually PINCH HIS NOSE TILL I SLEEP ! LOL;x He said i pinch till very hard. Then awhile more my hands slowly drop off. LOL;x So funny lorhs. I wake up then he told me. Hah.


Ytrd midnight, can't sleep & baobei pei-ed me chat till morning on th phone. Cos she can't fall asleep either. Thanks baobei. She's bringing baby out tday. If baby hasn't wake up. Then i shall g find her then. If not i'm rly tooo bored! I feel like going shopping. Wonder why baby would spend thpusands plus on a dog for me then bringing me t shopping. But nevermind laas {: Hah. I still love cookie alot. & He says cookie is my birthday present. So bad! Then where's my Hellokitty keyboard, mouse, speakers, webcam, dustbin & ashtray?! ^&^*(**^$$@@ I'm off alr, Try t sleep again. Too bored. Bye ! Xiaobaobaos is lovable :D

cookie is love {:

I'm back alr. Okay! Shall cut short tday's post as i'm tired from running alot of places tday. & Carry alot things home. Then still clean up whole house w baby ;x Tired!


Morning headed krislan w baby. Ate mac for breakfast then down t TPY t take money. After TPY. We trained back yishun & went t see our dogs :D At first, i don't want buy alr. Cos no male malteese. Then in th end. Got one super cute & innocent face one leys! So i choosed that one luhs. Somemore so guai xP Hohos, & it's only 1 month old {: It's super duper cute laas! Hah. But it's a female. But nevermind. Baby pay th dog for $880 including th first injection. Then we headed t thomson plaza. Brought everything in pink for cookie. So fucking cute lorhs. Hah. Brought a spag in pink w lacy ribbon for her. & It's for 20 over plus. So expensive laas! Then cabbed home, & housework. Keep dust-free cos of cookie ._. Blah ;x


COLLECTING COOKIE ON 28TH, HOHOs :DDDDDDDDDD

thanks baby for everything {:

Not going blog tday, aint free & also not feeling well. Anyways, i'm back t maple. T spend more time w baby. Shall post th screenshots of -BLF- uniform.


Baby's bringing me t see my future dog tmrs ! Hope see one i like then can buy. Hah. Loves!

I believe true love do exist .

I'm back home from amk hq alr. Just now went down w my mum t sign th stupid form. Just t close my case. Now i'm a case free person. :D I don't know g down sign how many fucking times for closing how many fucking case. Puke. My mother made such a big fuss for my tongue stud. I don't care. It's only art. So what's wrong? I don't see anything's wrong w this lorhs. She told me t throw th stud away, but i didn't though. I don't have a extra one alr. So i cannot throw -.-


I don't care about her laa. My coughing's getting worst alr. Fuck. I keep cough & cough. Don't even have th mood t smoke. Once-d i smoke it'll be pain. So i don't want eat anything toos. Yawns. It's raining & Baby hasn't wake up. Baby is so fucking lazy laa ;x

I got 3 cute cute didi :D Hah, Th first one CHUJIE {: He have his cutest face. 2nd one is KIMLENG. He's thmost handsome laa. 3rd one is ORANGE. I can't get his pic anywhere. but he has his cutest dimple ;x HAHA ;x


I'm off, BYEBYE !

You didn't speak .. I didn't ask ..

In th end, everything was about me then ..

Hello, my throat's not that pain alr. My whole body still aching. Decided t blog cos i've got nothing t do. I had a quarrel w baby just now. About maple things laa. He's training for xxm3l0nxx what. Then i say going in NS alr. Can't he pei me more. He say he want train for him t earn some quick cash & get his bike & car license soon. Then in th end, aw. He's so sweet. He say, why didn't i ask him. Besides of license. Still got what he wanna do cos of earning money. Then i asked. Baby say : Aw ! You finally asked :D LOL;x So he told me. He was thinking buying a dog for me. In case i gets lonely when he's in NS. He says by th time he could afford a dog, should be after th 1st month he's in NS. Then he said this also : After i POP. Work 1 day off 2 days. Then 2 days i can accompany you. Th one day i'm inside at least you can play w dog. LOL. then baby say th days he's off he play w me. Hah. He's such a tikopeh -.-''' Nevermind, i told him i'm finding a job asap before he in NS. In case. Baby says he want t "FANG XIN" g in NS. He don't want inside scare i lonely all that then A WAR. But i don't know either. 2 years i could wait. But w/out him. I don't know will i g crazy anot laas. Hah.


28 says she'll help me ask her friend there about a job at far east for me. If i get a job soon. Th first month is t get a lappy ! :D Ofcos, buy something for baby also laas. Hah. Alright, my birthday is on th next month alr {: Anybody wants buy something for me? I want a hellokitty ashtray, keyboard, mouse, lamp, webcam, speakers & dustbin {: Who's kind t buy for me any of each? o.o Baby promised he'll buy th keyboard & speakers for me. Then priscilla say want buy for me but don't know which one. Hah, if somebody gives me a little puppy on my birthday, i might g ki siaoooooo :D Hah. This year's birthday, i'm not celebrating. Me & baby alr planned. Should be g watch a movie w baby. Then have dinner w yeeling. Then home bahs. Don't feel like celebrating birthday. No fun ._. Hah. Somemore waste money luh ;x


I don't know what t do now, baby hasn't call back. I'm afraid he might fall asleep. Think he should be watching his tv. Blah, i cannot w/out him for one minute laa. Hai. Hai. Hai. Okay, i have something t say :

I HATE MAPLE -.-

& I AIN'T GOING TOUCH MAPLE ANYMORE,

Alright, done w th things i want t say. & I say i don't want g lan shops anymore. I don't wanna ever see a person maple infront of me. Whoever does, i'm going t smack that person. Nights peoples. Byebye!

weakness in love , is me )':

I'm rly not feeling well tday. So not going t blog for tday. Good night all {:

I'm always th one who's being nelglected )':

Late blogging again {: Cos had an argue w baby just now, fine alr. It's nothing big. He's sleeping in my room now. Sian-ed, i'm also tired luh ;x Sad. I think i look like COCK. Puke. I'm wearing baby's specs taking pictures before we g out. Hah. Helped baby style his hair tday, woohoos. Songbo :D

I told baby not t smile. Cos he smile like retarded. Then he never smile will like so daooo. So i say like want smile & like don't want smile. Haha, i look so ugly inside th pics. Disgusting ;x

We went t baobei's niang jia in th evening. Look ! Baby can be a good father ! :D Cute right. Baobei's baby keep sleep in baby's arms. Hah. I carry him he also never so fast sleep lorhs. Think is cos baby's arms nice t sleep laa. Cos when i sleep w baby i also felt so warm in his arms {: Hah. I'm praising baby here !


I'm off alr , hate it when everything doesn't goes smoothly ._. Bye ! Nights :D

i believe you could make my world light up {:

Late blogging again for today. My brother used th com when i was alr wanting t blog after i removed my makeup. & 5 Minutes later, he's home. Whatever -.-


12.04.08

Actually meeting baby t g out for a walk. But too late, then cannot g town w baobei & kaiyuan t catch a movie. Sadded. Quarrel w baby. But this time is rly his fault. He's playing audition & i called up. I told him t g out & talk cos krislan rly noisy, & i can't hear a single thing he's talking about. I wanted t tell him that we couldn't g out for a walk alr. So .. This is th conversation :

Baby : What you want tell me ? ( In a very pekche tone )

Me : ( Was feeling very down ) Errr.. Why you talk so pekche t me?

Baby : Got mehs? Don't have laa.

Me : Where got don't have, i confirm sure got one lorhs.

Baby : I trying t win that guy in audi mahs, then you call, So what you want t say?

Me : Aiyahs, nothing laas.

Baby : Then you say got thing?! ( In a very harsh tone )

Me : ( Tears started t drop ) No laa, nothing.

Baby : Whalaos! You don't always cry cry cry can anot? Very pekche ley!

Me : * Continue crying

Baby : Nabey cb! I feel like smashing this phone!

Is this all my fault? But in th end, he know is his fault & he did alot things for me just t show his sincere in apologising. That's better {: He said : Baby, i rly don't want see you cry deh. Just you cry i rly very pekche & also will sad dehs. Aiyahs, nevermind. Forgive him bahs. He say next time he won't luhs. If he does this again, i g & die uhs ! ;x


I received peiqi's letter {: Girl, i've replied you alr. But no more stamps & envelope. Tmrs g buy then send back t you alright? MuchLoves :D


Baby's at my brother's room sleeping now, cos marmie tmrs never work. Then she morning going boonlay see my big brother they all liaos. Then baby must sleep inside there. I'm not used t baby not sleeping by my side. Feel so different. Then i now rly very tired. But still cannot fall asleep. Thank god baobei pei-ed me chatted on phone for 1 hour plus. If not i going bored till i die. {: Thanks baobei for being there x3's


I'm still so down, nevermind. Sisters, i'll rmb those times. People, have eyes. Who have seen we girls tgt before. Will know how deep our bond is. But you all never know what is th feeling of being neglected. Esp by my dearest fens. I shall be okay then. I missing all of them every night. Mavis msg-ed me asking me t cheerup {: Thanks girl. You're always there i know. Muchmuch thanks t ERICAAA & Passerbyyy toos. For being my everyday blog reader & cheering me up. Lastly, i never forget my little peiqi :D LOVEYOULA. End here alr. Nights !

everything changed, & not for th better.

I went funland just now. W melvin. He came up my house about 7 plus. Then around 9 plus we went down t funland. He say g there meet yanling. But she also never care us. We both were sitting outside. He play psp. & I did nothing. Boring. Then saw fens & peisi. Aiyahs, she didn't talk much t me toos. Everything changed alr. We're not close anymore. & I don't have any sisters anymore. All i left w now, is yeeling & baby alr. I might g & die if i loses them. )':


Baby went home eveing just now. He said he's going t get his bike w ahgong. But suddenly changed t monday. Then now he's sleeping. He told me t bomb him up, but i bomb alr. But no respond. Sad, i'm so lonely. Heng got baobei pei me talk on th phone now. If not i'm going t die i bet.


Sad, my life's so un-meaningful now. I've nothing left then )': Sadsadsad. I'm going t break down! Hai. Don't want blog alr. Byebye!

love is th most simple thing t kill a person w/out any reason.

Hasn't been happy for th whole day. Cos, me & baby have alr quarreling for th whole day. Finally, everything's fine alr. He's now sleeping in my room luhs. Sometimes i think, whether does he rly loves me. Sometimes i even think he doesn't even love me. But now, i shall stop thinking of all this. I shall think whether do we have a future then. I wished we had. & I know we could. Baby, it's very hard t let g you. & It's very hurting t see you don't even bother abt me. So you see. I was rly scared by baby this morning. He yell at me at th top of his voice. Like hell. But nevermind. It's over & yet. I don't want this kind of things again )':


Krislan in th morning then afternoon back home. Ytrd whole day never eat. Then baby morning buy mac for me. Afternoon, ate chicken rice. At night ate meehoon :D I'm growing fatter i bet. I know i've been repeating this sentence for zillions of times. But i just couldn't help it.


My brother sleep so long luh ;x He just woke up only. He from ytrd 6 plus in th morning sleep till now. Omg, i was shocked! Then i did something very stupid. I went in his room t see whether he's still breathing anot. Then i told baby : Gotgot, he still breathing ! Lols. Scare si wo luhs ): Haha.


I'm off liaos, my brother going use com soon :D Byebye!

just for you :D

Ps: Hongsheng, you want take th codes then take bahs. I tried copying down then post it for you, but th codes didn't came out though. So, it's at th most below of my template. View it from source. Then, starting from th what sciprt language below. Till th end can liaos. Alright, loves !

i never thought you could change so much )':

Hello readers. Hello peoples. Hello all. Yah, whatever. I'm not in a good mood. Not a good mood for jokes. Not a good mood for everything. But no worrys, i shall be fine soon. Alright.


Firstly, happy 1 month t baobei's baby. Tday they went vivo. Bring their baby g there see see. So xinfu. ;x So jealous laa. Nevermind. Someday i'll have mine toos {: Hah.


Actually, i don't rly know what t post abt tday. I rly did nothing except sleeping for th whole day. Baby say g sleep awhile. Then till now? Awhile his lanpa uhs. Cb dehs. I say he won't wake up jiu shi won't. He keep argue w me say he will wake up. In th end, i wake up alr he still haven't. Wtf. Nevermind, i'm used alone. Since-d he doesn't understands how i feel, then it's alright )':


I'm off i guess. Rly not feeling well. Byebye ! ]:

love is something which could kill you anytime, anywhere.

Weeee ~ I'm finally awake. Knew it, everytime after facial sure very good t sleep ;x Early in th morning receive-d my peiqi's msg. Sweet sweet {: Baby went off t krislan in th morning. Then he's now coming back alr. & Helping me t buy my food. Like what my mama says, i'm so (xinfu). I don't think so though O.O Haha.


Don't know what t blog either. I should find a job soon. If not baby 2 months laer g NS. Then i cannot take it everyday at home cry like crazy fellow how? So i should find a job & make myself busy. Plus, when i got money t shop, i wouldn't think of anyone luhs! :D Haha. Cabal's having maintenience now. Boring ~ I want t g shoppppping !!!!!! ;x;x


I don't know what t blog alr. I think my life's getting bored-er. LOL;x But nevermind. I miss CHUJIE,ORANGE,KIMLENG DIDI :D Byebye! {: * eating peiqi * Marshmallow's nice ;x;x LOL.

is your love still exsiting, or isit alr gone?

I'm here again. Because i'm bored -.- My cabal level 49 alr. & I did a fucking long quest. For about 15 minutes. & I died behind! ;x Must re-do again liaos lorhs. So angry, then i log off liaos. Plus i'm angry w baby also. I knew it all th way. Our anniversary ahs. Don't have one never quarrel dehs, but he was like play game game & game. I g in cabal also g find him. In th end, he was busy training. Also got no time for me. I think he doesn't need t come over also. He play cabal till don't even want t talk t me nor msg me. Wtf laas. (IF) this relationship ends. I shall never ever g w a gamer anymore. I hate gamers ._. But too bad, i think we'll last {:


I went for my facial just now. Omg, she squezze till red red then abit swollen. Then after facial cannot makeup. Cos, makeup liaos also cannot cover luhs. Then i was like don't dare take bus home cos too many ppl. So i walked home, knew what i did? I used a tissue t cover my face. LOL;x It's been 2 & a half years since-d i never make up & walk t northpoint. So i don't get used t it & will paiseh. ZZ. Everybody was like looking at me? Omfg, actually was going down bishan find baobei. But th face got those swollen parts. Then i don't dare g luhs. Ugly ;x Hah.


I don't know what am i supposed t do now. Even th 1st year anniversary he doesn't wants t accompany me either. Aiyahs, i'm used alr. But this time is too much i guess. He doesn't know how much does it hurts when he do this kind of things t me )': Aw, nvm. I'm off. Bye ~

if i could have a dance w you, i would play a song that last forever {:

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY :D x3's


Today is me & baby tgt for th 1st year. W/out counting th days we've broken up laa. But nevermind. Hah. Hms, we didn't even planned where t g. Also don't know if there's any celebrations. But.. Baby's still sleeping now. I don't mind actually. His love, is enough then anything else. {:


WTFWTFWTF. I bloggggg soooooooooo LONG! & I click on publish post, Everything gone! Omfg. I hate it. Tmd.tmd.tmd. CBBBBBBBBBB LAAAAAAA. Like wtf? Blogger has problems. Yeah! Serious ok?! ;x Blogger suck-ed ._.


gs will be reply later on. Goodbye readers :D

being w you, is th best thing in life.

Alright! I'm so angry now. I found a skin that's nice & suitable for my brother. & So i said i help him changed. I do everything so nice. Plus alot codes i figure-d out & change myself. Finally it's done :D Was so happy at first. But.. I thought it was over. It wasn't. I closed th notepad which had all th codes in it. & I click-ed save template. & They says, blogger couldn't connect t whatever shit. & Everything's gone! Omfg. I'm going crazy. Well, now i need t re-find a new skin. But when i have time then make bahs. I feel so dizzy now.


Baby just went home )': I'm starting t miss him alr. I'm rly relying too much on him. Like he's gone for 1 minute. I still feel un-secure. That's what love is isn't it? Hah. Anw, we shall spend th last 2 months tgt happily. Then he shall g in NS & suffer! Hoho ;x & I suffer at home )': Goodness sake. Pukes.


I'm sweating like fuck. I'm going t bath alr. Shall not post more for tday, rly tired. Goodnight readers. Muahs x3's

i shall miss you hugs & kisses )':

05.04.08


Hello! Blogg-ed at this kind of time, yawns. I don't wished t toos. It's because my brother's using th com laa. Then came back cannot blog. He bluff me dehs, say want let me blog then in th end also never leys. Boring -.-''' Continue w my day on that date above D:


Alright, morning had a quarrel w baby, but in th end. Nothing again :D We decided t g for a movie. But he came out too late. His mama wants him t help her w something that's taking too long. & He reached yishun only at 4pm plus. Sooooo late luh ;x Then nevermind. I said don't g for a movie. He actually suggest krislan in th first place. I don't want cos it's weekend & lan shops are bored -.- But since-d we're late for movie alr. Then i say let's g krislan. Damayi called up me & said he's going over toos. Well, it's been long since-d i saw him. Why not? {:


Reached krislan, saw my damayi. I think he's still cute. But his hair is way too bit long. I think th last time his hair shorter is even cuter. Haha. Audi, cabal. Blahblah;x Had a long day. I feel so tired. On th way back home. Climbling th stairs. Angelia jie called up. Say pass her POSB card t joe. So joe came down t 7-11 behind th block near jie's block & mine. Passed him & went home. Home, & bored again. PSPPSPPSP -.- Plus i was msg-ing w elitez didi x3's


Baby's at my house now sleeping inside my brother's room. Cos my mama haven't g out. Then cannot let mama see him ._. ZZZ. Sian laa. I got a bad news from baby )': He's going in NS in 2 months alr! Omfg, wonder how could i survive w/out him siahs D: Marmie ! Sobs. Nevermind. I shall be independent. I wish-ed i could .. Baby's giving me support now a days alr. He's afraid i might be too sad. Aw, sweet baby :D Haha. Ti-amo x3.


Here's a msg t ORANGEDIDI :D : Didi ahs ~ Those time you called up me, i'm sleeping -.- Call me up earlier like in th afternoons or evening alrights? Iloveyou. I'm off. Nights readers {:

unreasonable because it's love

Blog first in case my brother suddenly wakes up. Well, i think he had th longest sleep for this few weeks. Cos he keep use com. Then one day sleep awhile only. It's good that he sleep longer toos {: So that i could use com. But, i don't know why audi still can't play. & i bored of cabal alr. Whole day cabal-ing. Boring! I want faster level 50 :D Then have gun. Shootshoot ! {: Haha.


Baby's sleeping again. I only sleep for like 4 hours & i didn't even complain tired yet he keeps complaining. We have been quarreling again. Both of us had faults. But i think he's too harsh though ): But nevermind. We're fine alr. He called up before he went t sleep & said when he wakes up. He could g over xiaoyu there anot. I said i don't know. Cos i'm afraid later he say me interfere his life w his friends again. WTF? But he said : No laa. Ask you mahs. What's th main point of asking me when i say NO & you'll be angry. Blah ;x I don't know what t do. But i'm so easy t get jealous. Sucked XP. 7th of this month which is 1st year {: Wheeees.


I didn't g for my facial appointments tday. It's not because of lazy, but a little part of it is. But main reason is. My stomach's cramping like hell. I'm going die alr. SO. I changed th date t monday {: Haha. But i'm afraid i'm too lazy t g. Plus, after facial will be so ugly luhs. Th face like swollen like that. Cos they'll squeeze here & there. Esp, th nose. Puke -.- Whatever. Tmrs saturday. I don't know where t g. What t do. Baby's always don't have any good ideas for dates. He only will say, lan or eat. LOL;x Boredddd ! Maybe i'll g over baobei's there tmrs. Spend weekend at home uh. Not bad anyways. Haha. :D


I want t have a good rest tday. I'm rly so tired. & baby don't even understands. Th love i gave t him is millions/billions/zillions more then him. & yet i still thinks he doesn't even feel those love. But nevermind. I'm off alr. Nights!

everything's going round & round again

Well, it's just a snap shot of my stupid baby. I'm so bored now. I didn't came t blog when i was able t use com cos i was waking baby up! Fuck, once-d he pass me th com. He would g t sleep again. Boring -.-''' T him is, no games = sleep sleep & only sleep. He wouldn't talk t me laas. Even if he would. It's th same things over & over again. Alright, seriously it sounds bored. But i enjoy listening t him talking {: I don't felt that's anything wrong :D Haha. Nvm, i be a good girl this time & let him sleep peacefully. Then when tmrs he wakes up he might see his cute wifey sleeping beside him. LOL;x Kinda.


Let's continue w my day. Afternoon, baby went krislan. & i was on th way walking t station & train t bishan t baobei's house see her. But i was so lazy. & scare baby boring alone. So i called up baobei & said i not going over luh. Then i say tmrs then g down. But i scare i couldn't make it tmrs either. I have my facial appointment at 4pm. & i gotta pei baby in th morning. Aw, baobei. If i couldn't be there, i might be there on saturday then. Anw, i still think i'm busy now a days.


Went down t krislan. Games games games & GAMES again. It's just never ending games w baby. He never change. But at least better. He stop playing maple. In case i gets bored. So he came t continue his audition w me. That's nice. Now cabal's out. He shared an acct w his brother. But nvm. One week like he only play for 3 days? & Not very long either. So everything's alr better. I tried not t be naughty by pinching his lips & nose just t wake him up from his sleep. So that we don't quarrel. Well, for some days i could. But some days. I might not confirm ;x Taahaas, i just love seeing people angry {: Actually not. I love seeing my BABY angry. Cos when he angry looks so cute luh! :D Haha. After krislan. Head home tgt. Ate our dinner. Smoke blah XP Then.. Now no more cig liaos. Baby alr slept. & i'm down here w no cig & don't know what t do. Yawns.


I think i'm going t watch my show. That would kill some boredness. Cya! :D

practice makes perfect {:


Yesterday ;

Reach-ed baobei's house abt 8pm. Then, talk w baobei. After that, smoke-d then baobei fed baby. Kaiyuan went out. So i pei-ed her at home. Lols, we watched tv all that luh. Talked about alot of things. After kaiyuan came home. I saw th binder that he's wearing. Me & baobei help him wear till soooooo tight lorhs! LOL! So funny right?! Me & baobei laugh like hell! :DD Hohos. Left her house around 10pm plus. Then, met baby at bishan platform & head t my house tgt.


Morning went t baby's house. Mac delivery for breakfast. Baby's wasting his own money. I head home around 3 plus in th afternoon. Then walked back home. So hot luh! I bet nobody's sweating like me so much! I tell you. I reach home, i had a cold water bath. So shuang. Then th minute i came out! I sweat again! Fuck right? Sibey dulan ._.


I'm tired, if later my stomach's not cramping anymore. Might head down t bishan find baobei & her baby again {: BYE !

unspoken words are always hurtful .

APRIL'S FOOL :D


Morning {: Early birds gets worm. But early human doesn't gets. LOL;x I'm boring now. My body is aching again. But thank god i ain't sweating. Whew .. But my stomach is aching more ): I left th last stick of cig. & mama hasn't come back from work. So cannot buy -.-''' Sian-ed. I'm getting lazier & lazier. & Fatter plus FATTER. Help ! ))))): I wished i could stop eating. But i'm just too hungry. But, well. There's nothing for me t eat now.


Baby's now sleeping. I wake, he sleeps. & while he's awake. I sleep. I hate this i alr say for thousands of times but it's still like that. But nvm. He's like a crazy man if he doesn't sleeps. I getting lonely alr. Hai )': No where t g. No where for a date. It's totally pathectic i can say.


I think i should g out & have a walk. Maybe down t bishan find baobei & her baby. That's th best. At least got baobei accompany me. Then won't be so boring. But for now. I don't know should i g back sleep anot cos i'm feeling so not well. Since baobei also never so early wake up. Then i shall g rest abit or whatever luh ;x In case i gets boring. But i'm kinda lazy t g down there too. It's hot! Sobs. Somebody have any idea where should i g actually?


I'm going off alr. Goodbye.