` whatever .

Yawns, just woke up around 8 plus. Check blog & saw boring people coming here scream here scream there. Well, i don't have much time for all this. So if want talk. I'll be waiting at yishun {: So cool. Got people want me whack her siahs. First time see this kind of people. Lols! Funny laa. People talk till so fierce i scare scare siahs. I going tell my mama alrdy )': HAHA! ;x

Well, as i promised. Th photos of baobei's baby. Cute isn't he? Mama says th bigger he gets. He looks more like kaiyuan. That's what i think so. Like father like son uhs. Lols;x

I was happy that i stay-ed till night at bishan ytrd. Cos, th night's view rly is better then yishun alot. Plus, th wind was cooling. Not like yishun. Th wind blows. But it's still hot. Yuck-ed. But i still love hometown better. Got feeling laa. But what i said t baobei. I rly loved her room alot. Although it's small. But, it's still warmth. Th family warmth was i stepped in was indefinite. {: My baby headed down t baobei's house find me toos. After that, we cabbed down t krislan awhile. Then home. Now he's sleeping inside my brother's room.

See, i'm sweating again. Aw, fuck. I might not be free for now on. I got alot things t do like.. cure my aching first? Im rly busy i don't know why. But i don't have time for small things alrdy. So. I shall off t cabal alrdy. LOL! Bye! :D

it's still lonely w'out you then ..

I'm at baobei's house now. Blah ;x Kaiyuan went for swimming. So i stay & pei her lorhs. Anyways, i need t wait for baby mahs. & i at home also nothing t do. No people accompany me also. Boring right? Just ate dinner just now. W baobei & kaiyuan. We cabb-ed down t balastier. For chicken rice. Then back t bishan. Baobei's marmie & 3rd little sister also here. Haha, then we talking in th computer room. Baobei's baby now sleeping. Just now evening drink finish milk keep don't want sleep. Then want play. Lols;x We keep talk vulgar infront of baby. Then baobei want chase us out lorhs. I got take pictures of baby. But at her house cannot upload. When i get back home then i upload okays? :DD


Yawns, baby has been sleeping for 19 hours alrdy. Sian-ed. I am going crazy liaos. Luckily at baobei's house lorhs, i rly wish baby was here t help me massage. So tired ! ):


Must g for my facial on tuesday or wednesday luh. Rly about 3 months never g liaos. Then face alot black head luh ): Marmie help me squeeze -.- So pain luh! Painpainpain. Nevermind. At least it's better now. I shall never sleep at baby's house w my makeups on. Hate it. I always don't want sleep w makeups on. Then baby will say : Aiyah, nevermind laa ._. He always like that one. Then when i ask if i become ugly or fat. He'll say : Where got, you'll always be my cutest baby. Haha :D So cute right? {: Love him laas. But i'm going t bomb him up now. Bye ! {:

Th moon shines, w your kisses around .

Well, i'm back t blog once-d again. Bcos, i'm rly too bored! I think i'm going out. If not i'm going t die anytime at home. You know, i did tried t rest cos i was not rly feeling well. But, i lied on my bed for about 15 minutes, &&&&&&& Fuck. I suddenly just woke up. Knew what? My whole body's aching like fuck. My backbones are cramping. My shoulders hurts like crazy. & My head's spinning. I wished baby was here then. So he could massage for me ): Sad.


Baby's sleeping now. He said he's real tired. But even i give him sleep 10 hours he also not enough. He need at least 14-16 hours a day. That's what he calls sleep. But that's too over isn't it? Th more you sleep. Th more tired you are dumbass. Sometimes, i feel like taking a knife & chop him up. But too bad. Ilovehim though. I can't chop him. Teehee ;x Alright, he's coming over at th night. I shall wait {:


Shocked t say that. I've been sweating from th time i woke up. I did bath. & for 3 times. But it's still hot. It rain-ed just now. & A quite big one. But still. I'm sweating. I just feel very hot. If baby's around. I'm sure he'll take a towel or something t fan for me. A human-fan. LOL;x He's cute uhs. But he's not around, i'm suffering a home. But i'm afraid if i g out. I'll be sweating more & maybe. My body ache more. Aw, i'm lazy. But it's rly pain ): So i think th best choice is i head down t bishan & look for baobei & baobei's baby. At least her room cooler. I think i should. Good idea. Let's call her up now & i shall prepare :D


Goodbye ! {:

` & i'm happy w you by my side ..

Hello! Finally my turn t use th com. Alright. I just woke up. & I'm having a serious gastric pain now. I'm super hungry. But i don't feel like eating though. Just super bloated. ==


Let's talk about ytrd - {:


Baby was at my house, then morning. Me, baby & brother head down t harbourfront t meet baby's brothers they all. Then head down t sentosa. Yuezhen darling is there toos. {: We reached, & then. Walk all th way t siloso & it was fucking hot. So i at there very pekche. Keep jump here jump there. I then told baby t piggy back me. Haha :D He did. Alright, reach th bigbig pavillion. Guys starting t change their shirts in th toilet & off t th sea. Me? I hate th sun, i hate th sea water. So, i'm not going t swim of cos {: Yuezhen darling pei-ed me for about half an hour? Then she went down for a swim toos. Yeah, i was alone. & It was freaking hot i tell you. I was going t burst off when baby came & sayang me. But i do understand th trip of going t sentosa. Ahan was going t surrender back alrdy. So it's just a farewell trip then. But th main person ah. So long luhs. Don't know why ahan & dandan so long dehs. Wait till 4pm plus then they come ley. & we reached at 12 plus? Lols;x I wanted t eat tomyam. & There was no tomyam ): So baby use a tomyam cup noodles t talk over those tomyam steamboat i wanted t eat. Sweet isn't he. But i'm still sweating like fuck. Clipping up my hair did help. But i look ugly. XP's Xiaokid is so kp, haha. He turned so tann-ed after th swimming lorhs. Omfg, imagine if i swim. God, i'll never swim at th beach. I rly scare of th sun. I don't want become tann-ed )): Alright, however i didn't :D Th went t bath, & Baby & me parted at dhobygaut platform. As he's taking th line t city hall. While me & brother take back home. Baby's actually coming over t stay. But he has t g w his parents t pay respects t his grandma & grandpa. There's no pictures, cos i'm too hot t take any pictures -.-


& He woke up at 5 plus in th morning lorhs. Kelian ): But i woke up at 7 plus & i msg-ed him. He didn't reply though. Sian-ed laa. Baby's coming over t find me tonight. Yeah :D Haha. I'm going t train my cabal & audi alrdy. Too boring. Alright, bye! :D

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Alright, i said i wouldn't do my skin myself again, but i changed again. Lols;x I don't know why. Cos nobody would help me make one. So i've t search myself for one. & i found this one. So nice. Just nice for th colours i like :D

` & somedays sucks -.-

I hate tday i swear! F-it. You know? I've been kinda in a good mood tday, in th early morning {: But after 12pm! I'm going crazy cos of th weather. You all know nana cannot take hot weathers. I was thinking of going meet fen or go down t bishan visit baobei & my god-son. But it's rly too hot. Th bus trip back yishun from baby's house was killing me. I'm sweating inside th bus. & I don't know why i walk home from northpoint. Mygod! Luckily i got a cup of bubble tea w me. If not. I'm going t faint faint faint! I hate t sweat cos, once-d i sweat i surely grow pimples, & i don't grow pimples on my forehead. Now it coming & coming. Save me! I'm going t stop my laziness & carry on th facial treatment that i hasn't finished. For better complextion & better skin {:


Baby's now sleeping at home alrdy. His mama in th morning told him that tday he must g w them t g pay respects t his ahgong&ahma. But he doesn't feel like going since-d he said his 1st&2nd brother wasn't going. So he must g sleep. I shall be bored once-d again. Me & baby going t 1 year alrdy ! {: On th nxt month 7th. It's only going t be one year only if we don't count th date for th times we broke up. LOL;x


I'm off alrdy. T train my cabal or play audi. Cos, after my brother wakes up. I wouldn't be able t use th com anymore ): Bye! :D

` & love is unpredictable {:

Hellos ! Above is my god-son's pictures. Baobei at my house edit dehs. Cute right all? She stayed at my house last night. & she was so naggy luh! Like auntie like that ._. I said liaos lorhs. Become mother liaos jiu like auntie. SMLJ SIOHS -.-

I had a big big quarrel w baby just now. But luckily got baobei help then we're finally fine alrdy. Baby's now sleeping inside my room. So boring, th 3 of us went t have supper last night. & it was baobei who treated us. She say it's a long time since she treat me eat. Lol;x Yeah, it's rly been a long time since-d she pregnant & gave birth t baby. {: We shall be united someday dehs :D

I'm tired alrdy. Haven't sleep yet. From tday onwards, 3 days one meal. I'm gonna suffer for th sweetness behind {: Alright, i'm off. Bye !

` & i wonder if you rly love me though ..

I know why doesn't my posts appear alrdy. It's cos of that problematic skin laa. Then now i've t change back t th old skin alrdy. Nvm, as long as it doesn't gives me trouble when i'm blogging ._. I want a new skin ): Sobs, i'm tired of this skin alrdy! -.-


I've been crying eyt for th fucking whole night. I'm rly down. Now who wants t cheer me up? Has been quarreling w baby for th whole day. Yes, he asked : Is who started/want t quarrel. I admit is me what. Cos, he say he has t plan nicely for everything & yet! He plan. But, he put me at the last though. He hung up & he said later call me, guess what he did? He off his phone for th whole day from ytrd 12 midnight till now & he's still sleeping at the chalet. For th whole midnight, i've been finding xiaokid's & dandan's number just t find him. At first i finally manage t get xiaokid's number from th person whom doesn't want t be mentioned & it's baobei who helped me call up him. & I called up for serveral times, but yet no respond. Then, i couldn't find dandan's number. So i only could wait for fens t wake up just t get her number. Finally in th morning around 5? Fens woke up alrdy, i got dandan's number from her & called up. It's still no respond. At around 7 plus or 8 in th morning, xiaokid called back. I asked him t wake baby up. But baby doesn't want t wake up even when he knows i called up. I was so disappointed & angry lorhs, all i can was keep cry & cry. I rly don't know what t do alrdy. He said he'll call back, but he off his phone & went t sleep? What kind of thing he's doing now i don't even know seriously. I'm freaking angry & i don't even want t think about this matter now. Cos, once i think. I may get crazy. I wished i'm dead now somewhere. I couldn't imagine he was sleeping. Aw, nvm. This is what love is isn't it? Fuck. Brothers important ehs? Your ABK important ehs? He said he could do anything for me just t prove that he love me. I said okay lorhs, i want him out of ABK. Then he said he can, but i've t get out of AST toos. Wtf? It doesn't link. I don't wanna say anymore.


My sick is getting worst. Cos, my taste bud turns weris alrdy. When sick then you eat something will have different taste. Even when you smoke. Yuck. i feel like puking. My cabal is level22 alrdy. Anyways, it's been 2 days since i played audi. It's having maintainence now. Sick ==


Bye, i hate jasonhong ._.

` & what hurts th most ..


I'm freaking boring now. I'm still sick -.- I've been eating alot alot this few days. & staying at home. Omg, getting fatter for goodness sake lerh. Save me somebody! This kind of actions, i think i should g find a doctor or whoever t sew up my mouth. So that i wouldn't be able t eat then{: I might be so happier if i don't eat anything.


I want t g for movies laa. Who has watched th orphanage alrdy? Can tag me t tell whether it's nice anot? If it isn't, then i shall not waste th money t g watch liaos. Ha. Baby want bring me g watch rule#1 dehs. But then people say behind very complicated. Like keep repeating. So i said i don't wanna watch alrdy.


Starting training cabal alrdy. Now level 16? :D Haha. Not rly fun laa. Play long lerhs very sians ley. But i nothing t do mahs. Somemore audi also sian liaos. Pukes * Wonder why so many people loves t play then. People jio-ed me PK. Then i lose! ): Sad laa. He level confirm higher then me one lorhs. He's like fuck. I didn't even make untill him, i was just doing my quest. He hit his mobs i hit mine mahs. He come ksksks. Cb. I g where he g where siahs. Doggy -.-


Had a rly big big tiff w baby tday. & i finally understands, i should never ever think of putting my bf infront of my sisters. Because, brothers seems t be more important then him. Sometimes, i don't even felt like he rly loves me though O.o Yucked. He's a big liar. Everything he promised. He isn't able t do it. Bluff dehs. Well, i've got nothing t say about him.


Going audi or cabal lerhs, byebyes! Fuck.

` & Yo, fuckthlove.

I just woke up, & i'm seriously very angry over baby alrdy. Fuckhim laa. I waited for him t wake up till 5pm plus, then we chatted on th phone luhs. He has t g out w his family so he says he's going t bath & says after bath he'll msg me. I wait till i fell asleep & i woke up around 12 midnight. It's so fuck. I didn't receive a single msg nor calls from that cb. I msg him then keep scold luhs. Then he tell me he have taiji at an's chalet just talk finish. Then i say, wahs. You have taiji after you bath at your house ahs? Then he keep sorry. But i'm rly very angry. I said never promise me something when you couldn't even keep it. Fuckyou.


I was so hungry luhs. Baby still say he later abit will buy up for me. Buy ki dua lanpa laa. I sibey dulan now lorhs, i tell you laa. If your there people more important then me. Then why you g ahead & find another girl who wear same shirt as you. I'm sorry. I don't like th shirt that you're wearing. Too bad. He said sorry once & once-d again. & He repeat th same mistakes once & once-d again. I'm going t throw away everything ._. Now he still say : Is my wrong you don't believe me then nvm bahs.. SIAOLIANEH. You do wrong things still want talk t me like that ahs? I'm your gf horhs. They more important then g laa! KPKP;x


Don't say luh. I'm going t bomb now. Omfg. Why th katherine never reply siohs. Boring ley. I'm going t vest my anger on somebody alrdy. Maybe i throw cups on th floor. Or i g jump off th building better. NABEY CB UH!


Bye! :D

` & this love shall be everlasting {:

Yawns! I finally got it done w th skin. I swear i would never change a skin myself again. It spend me 2 hours by just editing th background all that loh. Troublesome thing. I've change baby's photo down there. But.. Don't know why got white white one ley! Think th photo editor got problem bahs, nvm. Don't care. I like that photo luh ): Baby's taking th hellokitty. LOL;x


I'm sick i'm sick -.- Baby still haven't wake up ley. I want wait for him wake up then g sleep. But now also nothing t do liaos. I play cabal just now. Up 3 levels luh. Now level 7. LMFAO. It's rly kinda lame. Click here & there to walk then turn here & there t move th screen. Makes me dizzy. Vomit* I'm freaking hungry now. I wished baby was w me then. I fall asleep in th living room, he would bring me into th room. I'm hungry, he would buy food for me. My leg pain, he'll massage for me. Everything he do nice nice deh laa. But except when he sleeps. Rly kinda hate it alot ley. I always must make him till i tired then he can sleep one. LOL;x


I don't know what t do now. Maybe play psp? I played a game call what justice force? Don't know what laa. Must clear mission. Then shoot criminals. Lols. Damn cool. I very pro okay? Anyhow, act cute ;x Xiaobaobaos say we drifted ._. Nah, girl. We never laa. You dumb. Concentrate on your work & studies. Next week meet me loh {: Haha. Got time one mahs, i also won't die ._.


Alright, i'm off. & Katherine reply my tags ley! :D Bye!

` & fuck th dogs aroundd :D

Whew, finally my brother went out. Time for me t blog. Haha. I noticed i hadn't been checking my friendster for at least going 1 week. & ZZZ. I'm sick. Lols;x Baby's fine alrdy. Haha.


Not blogging long tday, cos i got no strength t type more.


To katherine, hms, if you think i'm ugly. Why come my blog see me siahs. I know you like me laa. Don't lie. LOL;x You say i dog? Then you? Don't think you more like dog mehs? Don't want jio me come out talk still at there kpkp. More like dog bahs. & You think i;m ugly right. Then i would rly like t hear if anybody think i'm ugly around. Soooo, if you think you're much prettier then me. I rly want t see your picture. But th best is. I want t talk t you face t face then. Maybe not talk. You want 1-1? I anytime ley. I 256 charbor ah. No need you huanlo. If you think we here girls all very ugly. Then come whack us laa. Haha, i dare you come try ley. & It's none of my yanfen's buisness. You got what right t say about my yanfen ley? You don't want 1-1 w me or you want try w my yanfen? You think we very good t play? Anywhere anytime. I'll be waiting for your reply whether you want t come out anot. But if you don't want. I'm so sorry. I won't entertain kp dogs ty. I'm still a little puppy. HAHA :D

` & weak weak weak )':

I came t blog again :D Cos, i'm too bored alrdy. Baby's now still at my house. He's down w fever laa. Kelian deh baby. I haven;t sleep yet. & i'm fainting soon. I cannot sleep laa ): I need t change th towel on his head for every 10-15 mins. My house no more panadols luh ;x Cos my brother sick for very long. Then eat finish liaos. So later i g down buy for him lorhs.


I think i'm going t cook for baby tday. Since-d he's sick laa. But he always say not nice -.- Who says so. Fen always sick eat my porriage also never say not nice luhs. She say it's nice. His appetite must be got problem dehs .___.


Baby's sick. Yet i'm still telling him i'm hungry. I rly is. Alright, end this post alrdy. I'm going bath then down t th market {: Loves.

` & Aw, fuck thhhhh loved.

HAPPY 5TH MONTHS BABY :D

I'm sooo tired now ley, from ytrd till now i only slept for 3 hours? It's so tired, & i'm so bloated. Yet hungry after so many meals. My appetite is getting bigger. It even harder for a diet )': Sad laa! I want slim down for goodness sake! Please laa. ):


Baby's at my house now, he's been here for th whole day alrdy. He's good t accompany for th whole day laa, but now he's lying down again & i'm alone once-d again in th living room using th com. I totally forgotten about blogging tday, not cos of baby laa. Is just bcos i'm rly too tired t think so anything liaos -.- Yawns!


Cabalsea is lame. But i'm level 5 alrdy. LOL;x I nothing t do then g playplay lorhs. Learn 3D games more mahs, but must tured here turn there makes me dizzy. ZZZ. My ign is xSIAOLIANEH. If you're lucky, then you might be able t see me somewhere inside channel7. Cos, i don't login often unless i'm rly bored. Trying t faster get 1000 hearts for audi couple. But now still 800 plus only. After 1000 i'm going back t maple i think. Unless i don't feel bored w maple. Cos, i still think audi is better though O.o


Alright, i'm going inside audi liaos ._. New tags will be replied later on, as i'm tired now. Bye!

` & you were my everything ..

I'm back i'm back! Not gona say abt this afternoon & evening, anyways, th above pic is i forced baby t take w my dearest kitty {: Cute right him. LOLLOLLLL;x


But i'm gonna say something bout morning, abt 10plus. Me & baby waited 1 hours & a half for a CAB. Motherfucking cb luh. All hired or on call one. Or changing shift. Angry right? Then i wait till i want faint liaos. Keep want vomit. ;x BLEAH.


Then, when i reached back yishun abt 7pm. Baby's at home sleeping alrdy. I tried my luck t walk pass funland t see whether fens they all there. Didn't intend t call up them cos i'm very tired. Just see if they were there anot then pei them awhile {: Then, there were not there. Kinda sian luhs. But after that. I walked pass 203 there, saw a little girl squatting infront of me. I thought is who siahs, like siaodingdong. Then it was fens! She jumped up & say BOO. Lols;x Suck a big group there lorhs. Then i say paikia ah. Don't like that ley, i scare scare. Lols;x But i'm rly happy laa. It's been so long i didn't see such a big group tgt alrdy. I still rmb th past. It's rly fun. Now everybody has yet changed for th better. But we're still tgt. Lack of baobei. Then it shall be completed alrdy. Baobei say when baby bigger, she bring baby come down funland then slack w us. But long long one time luh. People also mother liaos mahs. :D But i'm contented enough. Everyone's so united. Somehow, people change but hearts don't. Fens still my best sister. {:


I'm now at home eating AGAIN -.- My mama's porkmince & fishcake porriage. It's th best :D I rly love this. But everything she cooks is best. Tday th porriage suits my appettie. As i'm rly not feeling well. My stomach's keep so bloated. But i feel hungry though. Aw.


I shall miss baby like fuck. & Of cos , i miss my CHUJIE & ORANGE DIDI :D Goodbye!


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Baby's still sleeping for so long everyday, i'm going t die of bored luh;x I tried bombing his phone, but it seems, it doesn't works. Cos.. I've alrdy bomb going over 30 calls liaos. Yet he still doesn't wake up. Ohmy. Somebody save my stomach right now! )': I'm so lonely without you ass.

` & i hate th way bad guys treat bad girls ):

Boohoo! I'm so bored now at krislan. I can't play audi anymore cos my hand is rly pain alrdy. Me & baby played audi for at least going t be 3 hours alrdy luh bahs ._. & I don't know why it's so pain. Maybe it's cos i didn't sleep & i used seriously alot strenght on my wrist. & It's fucking pain now. Help )': Then couldn't play audi anymore. Went t maple. But it's bored also. Sianed.


Anyways, a girl at audi. Not able t rly show her name or ign up here. But kyrene & serene should be able t know who she is. Whenever baby online or what, she'll keep pm him luh;x & Keep calling him asking him this & that. Somemore so irritating can? Yucked. I rly hate her. But anyways, i told baby. If we get married, i see you call simi dua lanpa laas. Lols;x That girl. Is a real bitch. I rly rly hate hate hate hate her ! ><


I'm growing fatter & fatter alrdy. Baby keep feed me w breakfast, lunch, dinner plus SUPPER. & our supper is those fast food dehs. Everyday's so bloated luh;x Haiyoh. If like that continue, i might be a super big fatty! Sadsad. I don't wanna be a fatty! Helphelp! I'm fat like fuck alrdy. Somebody or someone, who has any magic. Pleaseeee turn me into damn slim can? :DD


Nothing t post about luh ;x Goodbyes ! :DD

` & th night's rly cold ..

Omg, finally t blog. I've been sleeping for th whole day alrdy. Cos my brother whole day using com also mahs. Anyways, i quarreled w th fucking baby. Then now he say sorry luh. He want meet me. At first he shouted say when i want meet then call him lorhs. Cos i keep don't want meet him mahs. But i fucking angry ley. Meet his dua lan pa uhs! Then nvm. I said before 11pm he must reach my house. If not no need come in. Then he say he try his best luhs. But i'm rly rly serious. Cos i'm soooooooooooo angry i swear! FUCK __


I don't know what t blog about. Actually going baobei's niang jia see her & baby dehs. But quarreling w baby so in th end didn't g. Purelight dear called t meet up also. But i fell asleep. Blah ;x I miss baobei's baby. & Her of cos. Anyways, i told her that we quarreled then she confirm always say don't quarrel. Diaos -.- Then she said me & baby alrdy planned hao th future alrdy. Then i said : Now he dont want answer my calls & reply my msg. Plan his dua lanpa laa! Lols;x I think back liaos keep want laugh. Baobei then said don't quarrel. Ta bai one laa. She no more things t say alrdy. Auntie jiu shi auntie laa {:


Going in audi liaos {: Goodbye all ! :D

` & i rock people's world :D

Yo! I wake up alrdy {: Baby just went home toos. We were fucking tired tday. As we didn't sleep then morning went t krislan straight. Aw, went home. Then dotcom was at my house also. Then baby ate his honey stars, after that ordered pizza hut. Ate then went t sleep. Lols;x


Baby snore so loud lorhs. Keep wake me up. For 3 times okays? Guess he must b too tired alrdy. So nevermind. & When i woke up. Kyrene, & kenny was here toos :D I went t living room smoke. Then, my bro was playing cabal. Lols;x He everyday PKPK. I tried playing. So lame luhs. Then i g wake baby up. He attitude me luhs. But nevermind. He angry i happy. Lols;x When he angry damn cute one leys. Then, he woke up pei me. So good right? He's getting rly rly better alrdy {: Then we talked about alot of things, then my brother's birthday mahs, too late. No movies. Sians, then they decided t g chambers. But i don't rly like there. So i don't want t g luhs.


Baby then bath-ed. Then he went home. Lols;x I'm now chatting w baobei & kaiyuan on msn. Then my mother damn freaking kp. Keep kpkpkpkpkp ._. Noisy like fuck. ZZZ. Ohyahs, those laolan kia on tagboard. Omg, so fucking hum siahs. I on them bishan talk alrdy. Then they don't dare reply? Wtf. But it's not on my board laa. I don't wanna say it's on who's blog. Cos i don't want later make till th person's blog tagboard fucking alot ppl talking. So complicated. Anyways, since-d they alrdy don't want reply. I shall wait. Aiyahs. i anytime. :D


G talk on msn liaos. Goodbye {:

` & i don't like suckers {:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T MY BROTHERRRR :D


Hellos, i'm soooo sad that i couldn't manage t blog ytrd. Cos, i woke up around 9 plus in th night. Then received xuejun's msg. Steady laa girl. I love you. Was about t blog when my brother came back & he wants t use com. So i let him use lorhs. I just wake up very blur then need t entertain those crazy girls at tagboard. Hai. Hum then hum. Yishun girls may look innocent. Want come i anytime sure on you all deh. I alrdy said don't waste my time. Want jiu come out talk. No need at tagboard kpkp like fcking cb like that -.- Anyways, now blogging at krislan. I'm w my baby {:


Alrights, then kyrene & kenny came over. 12am luh! We all said happy birthday t my brother. Then, serene came toos. She permed her hair. So cute laa. Then my brother open th door for her. She couldn't find cake at that time so she brought a little cheesecake from 7-11. & Candles, with pokeeeeeee {: LOL! Then we sang happy birthday song. My mama was singing toos. Lols. So cute right? I was soooo hungry at that time. I keep wanting t eat laksa ):


Then baby came over & brought laksa for me. Thank god 233 kopitiam was 24 hours. & Got laksa luhs ;x Baby came. At first was okays, But we quarreled 2 times. Behind one we nearly broke up though. But it's okay alrdy. Then knew what? This time i only cried once. I'm a strong girl ain't i {: Let's keep this love everlasting :D


Audition is having matienence now. Sian luhs, i don't know what t do either.


REPLY TAG FOR HONGJI : Jiji ahs, i'm going back maple next month alrdy. After i finish all my audi thing, i shall come back pei you liaos {: LOVES x3


GOODBYEEEEE {:

` & you're so kp leys {:

I'm backs ! Met up with brothers & sisters. But, not all in this photo. Th rest was buying things then we took this pic. So cute right my yanfen {: Loves her laas. Gonna post short for tday. Cos kinda tired alrdy. Alright.


Today baby went t his mother there work one day. Then i didn't know also till i wake up then know ): Sad, Till 9pm leys. So i called up melmel. & Asked him want come out anot. He say he meeting yanling. Then i say anything lorhs. So we went down t funland. & MY PHONE IS SPOILED ): People call me cannot hear. Only they can hear what i say. Th only thing t let me hear is using ear piece or loud speaker. Need t find extra phone then send my phone t repair liaos ): Heartbroken ): Fens they all came. Then we went foodcourt for dinner.

Me & melmel shared this mini steamboat. & It's tomyam! So nice xP This few days i keep wanting t eat spicy food laa. Then fens & shilin come drink our soup. Keep say nicenice. ;x Then fens sit there drink till half she said : WAH! Hen la leys. Lols. Then i keep laugh. Haha.

Baby's so sweet. He said he has a surprise for me. & When i met him at funland after our dinner. I saw this hellokitty blanket! Damn cute right?! Th whole world knows what t buy for me. Once they say, Oh what t buy for diana. Then they'll surely think of hellokitty :D HAHA :D

Noticed - This small little thing also baby brought for me deh. It's damn cute i tell you. You think it's a mini hellokitty stuff toy? It isn't! Th two hands has two buttons, One for record. One for replay. You press & hold on t the record button. Then you can say something. & You press th replay button. & It'll replay what you say! So cute right? Omg, I'm fucking love my baby. LOVELOVELOVE :DDDDD

Baby & me was actually going watch movie. But tday sunday. No more tickets luh ;x Then he came my house. We ate pizza hut for supper. Th star shape is hashbrown. Cool laa. Haha. We're going for cable car ride on tuesday :D Woohoos !


Here i'm off t rest. Bye ! {:

` & th thing sucks most is this isn't it?..

I just woke up then, & I'm here t entertain those lame peoples trying t think their so perfect on a blog tagboard! Omg, so cool right? Aiyahs, i alrdy put place liaos. You want faster inform me th time. Then come out talk see who kp lorhs, think i friendly friendly sibey good t play with isit? I'm not in a good mood tday esp ._. FUCK.

Yawns, this is th post for 15.03.08, & late blogging again cos, ytrd baby came back 4 plus in th midnight t my house again mah. Then he says he going down t bunk find somebody in audi that keep jio people g bunk. & He wants me accompany him g. & I said alright, so we both didn't slept. & 8 plus in th morning, head t krislan first. I was sooooo hungry luh. I keep shout inside krislan LAKSA, LAKSA. Cos i rly wanted t eat laksa. ): Seriously. Then, i used th feather duster g di siao them then shout laksa at their faces. LOL! Damn funny deh. Then orki bueytahan me, he shouted t baby : Tiantiantian! Please bring your gf g eat laksa! Lols ;x Funny right? Everybody was laughing like mad cows luh. Look at th pictures. Orki says : It's dusty. Don't play please. LMFAOS! -.- Th pictures is abit dark. Cos krislan is dark =x LOL.

I didn't get t eat my laksa either. Baby say i keep at there say laksa. Like so freak out by me. & he attitude me say okay laa, g eat laa. Then of cos i say don't want laa! Lame. So we carryed-on t bunk at what time you know? 10.15am i think? & When we reached bunk, was abt 11 plus. Cos we took bus. Then we went down bunk see got who. After me & baby smoke first. & We went ps for lunch. Justin & Darren didi both called up me. & They came over food court t find me & baby also :D I thought th food court have laksa. But in th end ): Don't have. So i ate fishball noodles dry. I change th fishballs into meatballs. & Look at th meatballs. It's soooo small right? Seriously it is. Even justin & dead didi says so. & I would rather g kopitiam eat then. It's only 2.50 - 3 bucks for one lorhs. At least th meatballs are bigger. & I brought it for $3.80. But nevermind. Baby ate western food. Always deh laa him. So lame. After eating. We went down &&&& - I saw this charity elephant. A person was wearing th elephant costume. I went t talk to it! LOL:D Damn cute luh. & I still take picture with it lorhs. But i don't feel like posting it. Th light up there makes me damn freaking ugly. Due t never sleep. & My dark eye rings are getting worst ):

Went back bunk there. Then th -im-CONDOM come liaos. Baby g talk t him then i keep di siao at th side. I said : Boy ah, Why tuck in your shirt? Why your pants wear so high. I also want wear leys. Why you never shave? EEEE. Lols. Abve is th pictures of him. If any people playing audi don't like him. This two pictures might help alot t you guys :D

I keep want g home liaos cos i going faint like that. My eyes are small & it's closing. But i still stay there. Alright, i saw my daidai darling. Then we sat outside bunk & slack. Plus didi they all also there. Abve are my 3 didis. I'm glad that orange didi made friends with justin & darren. At least he wouldn't be so bored {: Not like me. Hah. Baby was talking abt things. Don't know what thing laa. So i never g care also. Then talk till so long. After then, he said g up smoke. So we went up smoke luhs. & I'm also waiting for my jolene nuerh. She was late like for 2-3 hours for her piercing. Blah ;x

When she came, bring-ed her into toilet & i don't know which shp she brought th studs from. Lip studs should be smaller & shorter. While tongue studs should be longer. Problem is. Her friend want t pierce her lips at th first. Then i saw that 2 of their studs were th actual size & length. Let's g burn down th shop. It's okay for lips. But tongue, nah. May be a lil difficult. So bobian. hen i helped her pierced, & It's okay, But while i'm on th train home. ZZ. She msg-ed said her stud dropped out. What i'm most afraid was this. Fucking shop ._.


I tell you this. I'm seriously so angry becos of this thing laa, baby promised t bring me back since i'm tired & that's what he promised luhs ;x & You know what he did anot? Cos of that problem, he need t bring down that guy t bugis for ahan, in case that guy run away. Then how? He threw-ed me alone at dhobygaut & I went back myself ALONE. Fucking cb. He keep saying sorry, what i beg you all that. I don't even want t care luh. This time he threw me alone i wasn't at home ley please. Lanpa thingy. & Somemore was at around town area! & He just threw-ed me there & Say sorry. Wtf is this laa. I cannot take it ley. How could any girl take this. He said he promise me rly this time he is serious t promise. But i told him i don't need his promises. It's all fake isn't it. Please, i'm fucking dulan.

Left kimleng, right chujie. Both my cute cute didi uhs. Chujie didi send me this pic when he online cos he want me help him edit pic. So i decided t post it up & let you all see all my didi are cute yeah? Taahaas ! :D

GOODNIGHTS ! x3

` & please let me live in peace ):

Omgomg, let me say abt my tags for tday first. As for tday due t my board was flooded. So there was a little problem for me t reply my tags very quickly. Plus there was 3 PASSERBY. I think they wouldn't be able t see clearly what i replied. So i decided to reply all th tags here EXCEPT for those i've alrdy replied at their blog.

-jpg : Not bad is not bad luhs ;x But i just don't like studying.

-passerby who asked whether i sell hicards : I'm don't sell hicards -.-

-passerby who asked what programme i used t edit my pics : I used photoflitre ;D

-passerby who asked if i got pierce my lips : Yeah. I got pierce lips, but i took out alrdy.

-passerbyyy : Like after piercing tongue, Keep away seafood & spicy stuffs for 1 week. & Rmb to keep clean tongue & stud. In case infection ;D

A person's named -. : I could send you my blog song if you want :D

Alright, that's all alrdy. & Tiffany your reply is at my board. Can scroll down & see.

Whew, finally could blog alrdy. I didn't get t use com for t whole entire day because. My brother was using th com laa. But it's alright. I woke up & bath then i went t play with psp alrdy. I don't even think of com untill i thought of my blog tags & posting. Duh. I miss my blog alright? & I say again. Once again i repeated. PLEASE, don't flood my blog. It makes me reply tags difficultly. I don't mind actually if it doesn't get complicated. Haha.


I didn't went out tday except when baby came over my house just now & we went down t buy my dinner. Ate mac for dinner tday. Omgomg, Fatfat. Nevermind. Just one meal. Haha. Baby's now at krislan. He later abit then come back again. He's a game freak. Blah ;x Weisheng told me t go get pregnant too. Omg, boy you must be mad. Pregnant make girls fat okayyy?! & I haven't 16 yet please :D


End of post. My eye is pain & my head is giddy after replying those complicated tags liaos. Ohmy. I still got friendster haven't reply th comments. Argh. Goodbye! :D

` & i'm freaking not pleased with you :/

Alrights, Passerby wants th piercings prices ;D Th picture below is me. Cos i don't have any other piercings photo which is nice -.- My tongue piercings is 2 in 1 roll {:

These are th prices for studs supplied :

For lips : $15

For tongue : $20

& These are th prices for NO studs supplied :

For lips : $10

For tongue : $15

Back over to blogged. I slept at 11 plus in th morning & woke up just now around 7.15pm. & YET. That jasonhong haven't wake up from his beauty sleep. If i rly cannot take it luh. I'm going to off my phone & don't let him find me. Hai. My gastric is damn pain now. I don't want to eat. I want a diet diet diet )): Blahblah ;x


Sometimes, i wonder how could some people be so slim & yet me so fat ! Argh. I want to slim down seriously. & i'm ugly ;x Sadded. Yawns, i got nothing much more to blog liaos {: Byes.


Thankyou PEIQI for supporting :D

` & why does time pass so slow when we've alrdy planned?

Alrights, now is morning right? If i'm not wrong. Because i'm seriously having a bad headache. & i think i'm going to die if i don't go for a rest soon. But, i want to wait for baby to wake up. I bet it's in th night alrdy. But i think i shall stay awake till th time i cannot alrdy then i shall sleep ):


Anyways, peiqi asked if i'm going to poly. Omg girl. I'm thinking in my heart you must be crazy ;x I seriously don't do well in studies & all i can say is i quitted school is because i'm enough of their rules. Moreover, i don't like to study. That's th reason girl. Plus, you're not th first one who has asked alrdy {: Omg, you all think so highly of me. Don't please, i will be proud. LOL;x I'm joking. Morning entertainment. Haha. People asked & asked again. Th same answer i gave them i just don't like to study. So what's wrong with quitting school? & Don't ask me why & why again & again. EXCEPT FOR PEIQI. But i knows she won't ask laa. She'll understand {: But for peoples who don't understand what i'm talking abt. I tell you all. It's my choice & it's so simple. I know in singapore, without a cert, a person's = useless. That's how this goverment of this society do their things. It's so not th right way. They never ever think of what if some other people don't even have th money for education? Blah ;x I'm freak out. Anyways, outsiders which are thinking they rly understand me & want to get close me. I'm friendly as a friend. But you outsiders, don't ever say that i've choosen a wrong guy because he's bad. I tell you. I'm neither a good girl. If you provoke me then. I might whack you. I'm speaking th fact. Cos, this is my attitude. & i know myself well that, i don't have a very good attitude either. That's why i don't like you outsiders to be so kpo abt my bf & me. It's my life not you all. If you all are not happy with my life, why don't you come kill me & live on for me then? Speak till soooooo -.- !#%^&*&%^%%$$#@ Make me damn dulan. Well, once you know me. I bet i must be nice. But once you climb onto my head, that's it. I do bite sometimes. & esp for now. These times are th times that i'm changing for th better. So if you're th long long time one i've hit. Then grats! You must be lucky. :D Aw, Finally get to say so much things i wanted to say out. Those people just think they rly understand me. I don't like these peoples. & Ofcos, except for peiqi {: She's loves penguins too! :DDDDD


I'm sooo tired. Baby came over just now. & Before he came over. We had a big quarrel. He actually said i never " WEI TA ZHAO XIANG ". & i told him. So you always think i'm this kind of girl. I'm rly hurt by his words. So much things i've done for him & yet in th end i got back was this sentence. I was sooo speechless & i could only wait for my tears to drop. But today. I'm much more stronger. At least i didn't cry like mad. Just a few drops of tears. Because i'm learning to be independent {: He said sorry. & he knew i wasn't feeling well so he came over :D But we had a quarrel again ): Then i was holding on my tears. But i didn't manage to hold it on this time. I cried out. Then baby said : Don't always keep cry. See your eyes swollen liao. Haha. But i just couldn't stop untill he kissed me & said he loved me. Anyways, we were planning. To get married after my birthday when i'm 16. But. My mum ruined it all. She just doesn't allows. Hai. So baby said maybe we wait till 18. Then we shall go for R.O.M :D May we last & wish all th best to us. {: Goodbye !

` & i want to decided my own life ><

If you all people know. Singapore's law, is only stating that. Pregnancy below 16 is is consider as underage then. But onced 16, means. It's isn't breaking th law anyway. & Law didn't say before. A girl under 16 can't be in a relationship. My mum keep saying about my friends ugly, Husbad not handsome. People love can liao. She huan lo so much for? Then i don't let her see baby & me photos, Cos i want some privacy also. & She said my baby is ugly! So what? I argue with her & said. Stop saying people husband or bf ugly or what laa. I ownself i like can alrdy. No need your comments. Then she say then who say i can have a boyfriend at this age? I said nobody says. But law didn't says i can't. Then she keep quiet lorhs. Then say want ground me at home so that i couldn't meet baby. But it's impossible. My future. I decide for my own. My life. Is my own. Doesn't means she gave birth to me, means my whole life is hers. She's so selfish. Even i want to get married at th age of 16. She could stop. But i don't care also. She don't let me 16 marry then i wait 2 years later 18 i go lorhs. That time she don't even has to approve for me. HAHA! I just likes to do something that she doesn't like. XP


I noticed that 580i has a new colour. Which is pink. Look damn sweet luh. But too bad. I just change phone not yet half a year. & It's impossible to change now sinced i ain't working. & I need a job rly badly. If i don't have a job, Baby's going NS soon. & I ight be very very lonely. So i need a job soon. & Of cos. A job for pay & for shopping :D & I want a dog laa! Blah ;x


I tell you. My baby slept from ytrd midnight 4 plus to tday's 9 plus in th night. He's so fucking pig right? & i seriously hates th time he sleeps. Sucks luh ;x He never even think his baby ME is down there waiting for him to wake up. & I slept around 10 plus in th morning i woke up 7 plus in th night. Thank god i'm not a pig like him. So while waiting, Was playing with mum's PSP SLIM. Blah ;x Her's purple, not nice ley. I like red one nicer :D Teehees.


Don't know what to blogged abt luh ;x Since tday never go out. Anyways, May be going to zoo next month with baby :D Haha ! So cute rights? I want t see my penguin {: Anyways, BYE ! :D

` & i know you're th future husband of mine {:

Hellos, finally to blog. th thing to do always when i reach home :D


I reached home abt 12 plus in th midnight. & My brother was using th computer. So i didn't manage to blog on time. & Have to blog in th morning. Blah ;x Since i'm not tired so i decided to wait for him to use finish lorhs. Anyways, baby threw me alone & Went to sleep mah. ;x


Alrights, i went to funland & meet up with fens, shien, peisi, yanjin, shilin, charmaine & meiying. Today got taiji laa. Then fens ask me go down. Of cos i will go. She's my best sister laa. Haha, anyways, Those people. Fuck? Want us wait so long. But in th end people also touch liaos. Haha. After that slacked outside np mac. Didn't meet baby cos he was at crossfire. With joel i think. Then he went home & we chatted on th phone with baobei. She tmr is going to discharge from th hospital alrdy. Congratulations baobei. Finally can fetch baby home liaos ! :D


I hate jason hong. Blah ;x He's forever tired. I'm off liaos. Nothing much more to blog abt. Anyways, I'm going to zoo next month :D & cable car this week or next week :DDDD ! Byes!

` & i love you th most :DD

I've done with th editing of pictures alrdy. Haha. I found out that it's been a long time since i edit my pics rly. & I've know that my skills have gone missing. All th pics i edited seems strange then. Not nice uhs? I know. Passerbyyy is so early today ahs :D LOL;x


Baby has went home alrdy. We hadn't got a good sleep for th whole night. Calls keep coming. His keep pushing me. He said i pulled th blanket. Aw, whatever. His father mother brothers like all call him lorhs. Cos he going 2 days never go home liaos. but i'm rly happy that baby can don't go home because of me luh ;x Cos he never even tries to accompany me for th whole entire day without playing game ley. I got it once-d. & I'm contented luh. But doesn't means he can always play game ahs. Anyhow. LOL;x Off i go back to sleep luh. Nights people. Muah x3

` & sisters are always th number one in my heart then ..

Lols ;x When hospital today with baby. To see my baobei. See, she keep on saying she be mother liaos very xinfu. Want take picture of her & baby also don't want. Cos she say she very ugly ._. Wtf lorhs she. Look at my god-son. Cute uhs. Look more like kaiyuan ley ;D LOL;x Anyways, we went to hospital basement for lunch. & one fish & chips plus GST charges was $8.50. & It wasn't very nice too. Fucking expensive right? Omffffgg ._. After hospital i pei-ed baby go cut his hair. Then sooo cute luh he cut till. It's nicer. Cos his's previous hair was too long & thick. Don't have th shape liaos. Just a little trim is perfect ;D Haha.

Then we carryed on to meet baby's friend. Cos he wasnt put anggong mahs. We went lao yishun at first. Too many people so i called up yuezhen darling & We went up her house find her brother help baby's friend put luh ;x Haha. Put finish then went home luh -.-

Now baby's at my house. He actually wanted to go home deh. Then i said tmrs i not meeting him i want him pei me. I thought he wouldn't want ley. In th end he say okay lorhs! :DD So tonight he's staying at my house then. Loves baby laa. Anyways, Going to sleep liaos. Ytrd till now me & baby haven't sleep ley. Haha. Thanks for all passerby, & PEIQI ofcos. Haha. They're always there & then. BYES ! :D

` & i rly need you by my side ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUWEN DARLING :D

PLUS

GRATS BAOBEI'S BABY BORNED OUT {:

` & you'll nvr noticed i'm lonely anyway ..


Yawns, so freaking tired now. Changed my blog's song. It's th second one for today. Lols! I found this one nicer. So i decided to change to this one instead. I got this one if you all think it's nice. For th previous plus previous one. Th title : HouHui. I still didn't manage to download it. But anyway, when i have that song. I'll post it & let you guys know i have it & then please submit your msn address at my tagboard. So that i could send you all ;D Haha. I'm kind okay? Lols;x


Baby came over to my house. He brought mac. A chicken burger meal up-sized with an addition of 9 pieces nugget ._. But i didn't want to eat. So i ate about half packet of th fries & 1 nugget only. Th rest he finished all. Omg, he's a pig isn't he? Well, he seriously is. He said he wanted to watch series. I was rly sooo tired. Yet i accompany him to watch it. But .. He said he's tired & wanted to rest. I was so angry luh ;x Then he was joking with me ._. But when he jokes. He's showing attitude. Ofcos i cannot take it laa. So i scold him lorhs. Then he said : play play must so serious meh? Then i replied : you also so serious untill must attitude. Then he don't want care abt me luh ): & I whack him up :D LOL! I keep on using my fists to whack his back. & I was rly angry what. So i used my full strength to hit luh ;x & Abt 3 mins i hitted he keep cough untill like want vomit evrything out. Cos i hitted his back. Omg, i was like so guilty lorhs. I want sayang his back for him then he ask me go away. I apologised ._. But he said when you beat me also won't say sorry. Then i say i always used fists & he say it's massaging, So i hit lorhs. Then he say this time i confirm used up full strength. Then i keep quiet. Cos it's th fact that i'm in th wrong. He say he wanted to rest only. Cos he's coughing badly. I allowed then. But he slept then. I tried to wake him up still. He shouted at me say don't little things then keep wake me up ley! I so heart-broken lorhs. Wth. So nvm. I went to watched my show. & Let him sleep for abt 2 hours & A half. I knew when he wakes up he need to go home. But i thought of like accompany me 5 minutes i also very happy luh. But he didn't then. He said he was tired & He wanted to go home. I was like so disappointed. I have such a cruel boyfriend instead. & I said to him this. I found it very very logical. I said : I don't let you sleep, you say you tired. I let you sleep, you also say you tired. Stupid right him? He's finding excuses only laa. When i wake him up, I still kissed him & say if i'm married to you now then good. Evryday wake up can see your cute face sleeping. Lols;x But he didn't give any respond though. But nvm, He loves me :D


Baobei is now at hospital alrdy. Kaiyuan told me she's giving birth around midnight. Wonder how thing's going over there now alrdy. Has she given birth i don't know yet toos. But anyways, baobei. Be strong in giving birth. Don't be scare. AI ZAI :D I'm here supporting you then. JIAYOUUUUUUUUUU :D


I'm going sleep after baby reach home. Off i go liaos ;x GOODBYE :D

` & i never think of letting go then ..

Boos ._. I just bath finished. Blah ;x Today is weekend yet i'm staying at home like fuck. Boring, Th more i stay at home. Th fatter i think i'm. OMGOSHHHH ! I'm starting a diet again luh. But my gastric is getting worst liao. One day eat one meal also can pain untill like crazy fellow -.-''' Pain till i die uh ;x LOL. Joking laa. Anw, Baby is outside, & I'm trap in home then ._. Woke up at 7 pm plus. But cannot say i pig, Cos i slept at 1 plus in th afternoon :D


He went grandlink >.< Then he say he going to krislan ton bahs ;x Also don't know what he talking either. But he promised he cannot ton at grandlink without me there. This is what he promised luh ;x Hope he will keep his words bah. I'm sooooo bored. & i miss my baby )': I need him now soooooooo badly luh.

My baobei water bag burst luh! -.- & She angry of kaiyuan or what laa. Kaiyuan call me say she don't want go give birth. Omg, Baobei ah. Water bag burst liao don't act cute liaos laa. Faster go give birth. She so stubborn lorhs. When kaiyuan called me up ahs. he ask her answer th phone. She was like screaming here & There say she don't want answer. Omfg. I bet she's mad. Her baby's going to be shocked when he borns out. ZZZ. Anyways, Jiayou baobei on giving birth. Your baby PAIKIA laa. LOL;x Whatever. I'm going to buy alot hellokitty for your baby. Loves!


I'm going to watch my show alrdy. Rly nothing to do. Goodbye & Fuck :D

` & You know i always rely on you ..

Yeah! Finally to blog. I haven't sleep yet. I don't know why though. I'm tired but just couldn't sleep. So i went to edit my blogskin & All. I didn't change actually. I only changed th background & Th borders, That's why it looks different. But anyway, I Spend almost 2 hours on this & My eyes are closing alrdy then. Still, I don't feel like sleeping. I want to watch my show laa ._.


I went out ytrd midnight to baby's house. Okay i tell you all. I manage to go bath at 10pm to rush for th last bus to eunos at 11.40pm. But you know what? I missed it. I have alrdy made my things quicker then th normal days. But i went out at 11.30pm & Was at my house there deh bus stop stoning for bus to bring me to interchange. But i know it's no use liaos. Was so sad. Couldn't bring myself quicker to see baby. Hai. Then i quarreled with baby. I cried alone at th stairs. & It was creepy. So i went down & Walk around alone. Baby ask me go home. I keep say don't want. so he hung up first. He was angry i bet. Yes he was -.- Then while i was sitting down somewhere around that place. Baby called, he said i rly don't want go home ahs? Then i say yahs. Why ley? Then he say i very stubborn ;x So he said : You take cab come. I pay. Then i actually don't want deh. Don't waste money mahs. I got money also won't take midnight cab. From yishun to eunos with midnight charges is 23-25 bucks okays? It soooo a waste of money. But baby said : If you don't want come then next time don't need come also lorhs. He say till like that luh, I got choice meh? Somemore i rly missed him then. Went his house we quarreled again, & Then a broke up given to me. I was crying down by th stairs & He keep asking me questions. I don't want to answer cos i don't even know how to! & He shouted damn fucking loud i tell you. He shouted : Can you don't always keep cry anot?! I said before what. I'm not a good girlfriend. I only know how to cry then. After then, I cried till my breathing cannot go properly. Stupid. I got something like so called asthma which happened after something that i couldn't say out luh ;x Anyways, Baby carried me back into his house. & He did say sorry. He say he was just angry. Partly was my fault too. Because everytime when he's at my house or i'm at his house, he wouldn't get to have a good sleep. I would keep waking him up like pinching his nose. Pull his leg & Hands. All that luh. Then make him very angry. I know will make him angry but i always still make deh. Because, He at my house must morning go back. I at his house also morning go back. Then why don't spend time with me first then can sleep liaos. So simple thing i wanted but he wouldn't just understand. But he's seriously a good boyfriend i know. I know he changed alot. But people do change. He change to th worst. That's all. Blah ;x It sucks. But he say i couldn't stick to him so much. Then he say something damn funny uh. He say when he go NS i how ley? Every night go his camp wake him up ah! Lols ;x So cute right him? Yeah, he's right, I've been thinking also. But is he th one who made me stick with him so much what. Cos, I know without him. I'm feeling insecure. & Without him. I've no one to turn to then. So i seriously cannot lose him ):


Enough of blogging. I go watch my 斗牛要不要 luh :D Byebyes! & Nah, I'm good. I'll fuck your ass. LOL! Joking. Loves !

` i know i always could count on you {:

Hello. I'm here to say i'm getting much more better alrdy. It was worst just now. Thanks for baby's hug. I'm rly better :D I know i can always always rely on him :D


Baby came over my house. & Then. We watch series, & My stomach cramps were getting worst. Baby helped me apply oil. Was better then. But still cramping now. That makes me couldn't sleep. Hai. Baby say he wanted to rest, So he rest first & I continue watch my series. In th end. After i watched finished my series. I woke baby up. Cos my stomach's rly rly pain. I couldn't take it. So i wanted to tell him. But he raised his voice at me. I was crying alone at th side while he's sleeping. So nevermind. I decided i should wake him up. Cos he's going back soon alrdy. So i wanted him to accompany for a little while more. & He get fustrated & Went out to th living room & Lie down then. I then, Know nothing but cry inside my room. Alright. So ofcos i went to th living room to find him. He gets more angry. He said why couldn't i let him sleep well. He said he slept for 2 hours only for 2 days. Yeah i know about this. But i'm in pain. I only wanted him to accompany me for that little while more. So he say he wanted to go. & I cried & Cried bitterly. He hugged me & He said he want to go. I said, Cannot. Cos he haven't give me his goodbye kiss & He wanted to go. But i didn't tell him. Then he raised his voice again on me saying : Okay laa. I don't go lorhs! I be your robot laa! Then i keep cry & Cry sitting down on th floor. I couldn't explain with words at that time. & I only know how to cry. He came to hugged me saying what i want him to do. I keep cry. Cos i don't dare to say. Then he said if i'm to continue to be speechless. he's going off alrdy. So i told him th simple thing i wanted before he go off. Then i say like that got wrong meh? Then he say in low tone why didn't i told him earlier. But i just couldn't make my mouth to talk. Cos i was just too down though. He stayed. & He said he's sorry. It isn't his fault anyway. I only know how to cry when things happen between me & Him. Yet i don't talk. When he went off. I swear this is th ever sweetest goodbye kiss. & I'm contented alrdy:D Anyways. He's well asleep now. I don't blame anything on him. & I know i hadn't made th wrong choice either. Somehow. I've learned how to give & Take on him :D & I could always count on him then. Ohyah! We're going to sit cable car next week! WEEEEEE~ So enxious :DDDD


I'm going to work harder for jobs. Any jobs intro anybody? If have mind tag me {: I'm looking for sales anywhere. It's fine with me at town area including bugis street but please be air conditioned place if it's not bugis street :D This isn't overboard isn't it. Haha.


Marshmallow. You're my good friend & Hearer then. Thanks for everything! :D

` & i am nothing , nothing is you. LOL?

I'm going to move out of this house when i get a stable job. Cos, I cannot tolerate my "GOOD" mother already. Yeah, She's rly "GOOD" you know? There's nothing i rly wanted to blog today but let me tell you about my good mother :D When my phone is in silent mode, & I didn't even received her msg in th evening. & Ofcos, I received th msg at night. I called back & Tried to explain. This "GOOD" mother shouted cb honggan knn at me. So cool siahs. Alright, This is okay. So, I said to my "GOOD" mother that : I trying to talk nicely you need to shout? & My "GOOD" mother replied you don't guailan horh. Haha. "GOOD" isn't she. Let me see. She says she give me too much freedom when i didn't went home at 5 in th EVENING when i just reached back yishun? Such logic isn't she. Her timing was before 10pm what. So what's wrong with me not going home. She talk with NO BRAINS. Blahhh ;x & This "GOOD" mother said a very "NICE" thing to me. When she already know i have a boyfriend. Omg, She's so clever siahhh! She said : Why you reach yishun cannot come home ley? Go xian tabor ah. Of cos i said i was with jason then. What's wrong. Lame shit. & She said again : If you don't want to come home, You can jolly well leave this house & Sleep outside so you can let ppl FUCK. Well, Is this so nice. Omg, She's "GOOD" isn't it? Does this two things linked up anyway? I don't think so. But since she has praise me. I'm here to say thankyou laa. & She say this again : Everyday go out, For? Let ppl FUCK isit? What? Then everybody go out everyday let ppl fuck laa. Wahlaos, Then ppl go school study is teachers fucking students in class ah? My "GOOD" mother seriously talk no link ley. I rly so jealous of her brain siah. Don't know what thing put inside. I'm already 16. & it's th year 2008 LAOCB. So it's th mordern year already. Not th year that she has borned out okay? In this modern year. A 16 year old teenager is already old. & Girls aren't that pathetic like th past already. Now, No more housewifes. Should be men doing those chores. It isn't wrong what. There's some family which is like that. I may sound nice. I may joke. But still i'm a girl. I do have pride. I don't allow what my "GOOD" mother says to me. I bet that is same to other girls around. What isit to do with FUCK when i don't call her nor reply her messages? Please, My father wouldn't say this to me even if he is angry like mad. SHE, My "GOOD" mother totally sucks. I won't ever pity her even she's alone. I HAVE PRIDE I SAID. But don't worry. Money i will give once i'm able to feed myself since she's th one who brought up me. But i'll never want to live with her when i'm able to feed myself then :D I bet you guys never wants to exchange this "GOOD" mum with me. Haha. Neither do i -.-


Alright, I quarreled with baby. & He raised his fucking voice on me. & I said i ain't in a good mood & He knows why. He didn't even care & Yet show me his attitude. He msg & say, Not he dont want to care me. Is he don't know what to say. Doesn't a boyfriend knows how to joke when his girlfriend is seriously upset? Aw, I'm so LUCKY to have him as my boyfriend. Fuck.


I don't wanna blog anymore for today. In case i kill myself. I'm seriously not in th mood. So, Byes & Fuck.

` & yes, i love you alot ..

Hello :D I didn't manage to blog ytrd when i came home. Cos when i wanted to blog after i finish my show. My brother came back already. & He say he come back want use com mahs. So have to let him use lorhs. Boring uhs ._. But baby came to my house mahs. After he zak at krislan. Cos my mama work midnight. So he can come anytime luh ;x Dotcom was at my house toos. Lols.


Ytrd met up with baby at krislan. Didn't quarrel ytrd. Finally one day never quarrel liaos. That's better :D & We manage to chiong to 500 plus hearts in audi already. Those who have play can go see our couple ranking. Ign : DD_Nanax3 or DD_JNaSanx3. Lols. Anyways, He accompany me for th whole day luh. He's getting better for th time being. But i don't know if anything will change again in th future times laa. Anyway, Just now while me & Baby lying on bed. We talk for hours about our past. Like secondary schools. When we were very young. Something like that. Then we go watch series liaos :D Now i'm going to bath then head over baby's house liaos. Haha. Afternoon still need go krislan with baby cos baby meeting yangyang at there mahs. Yang passing baby money for th zak service. Blah ;x I only earn 10 bucks on it lorhs. & It was my service though ._. Haha. But nevermind. Anyways, I can't top my card so soon ): Cos veh veh stressed over money this few months after th new year. I spend too much on my clothes already. Gosh. Fuck man. I wish i was a rich girl then. Anyways, Rly gtg. Byes! :DD

` & Sleeping is fucking retarded ._.

Omfg. Finally i could sit down infront of this fucking com & Blog luh ;x Cos of my brother laa. Whole day using com, Then don't want let me use. Still got set timing for me uhs ._. Somemore still so little time. I would rather spend money go lan shop use better. Only th keyboard sucks. But i don't mind. Fuck. Cb one day never blog sibey pekche liaos uhs! Somemore that cb jasonhong sleep untill like he's never going to wake up lorhs. I tell you all what time he sleep ah. From ytrd 3.45pm to just now 9.30am. Fuck his asshole laa. Nabey. I damn angry liaos. Everything damn cb laa. So unfair to me luh! NABEYYYYYYYY!


Alrights, Th post for yesterday. Baby came over my house in th midnight. Then headed to baby's house. We 7am then go out take cab. So got extra charges & Baby sounds like blaming on me. He's sleeping too what! >< & Knowwhat's th price when we reached? 26 bucks. Fuck. Reach his house & Watch tv all that luh. At least he was better ytrd to pei me watch tv till 1 plus then he sleep. But i also whole day never sleep ley! Need sleep untill today so late deh mehs? Ninabey. Sibey song ah? Knn want sleep then sleep untill you die i also don't care laa. Mother fucking cb lorhs. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.


Then today. Going baby's house in th morning deh. HE AH. SLEEP UNTILL TODAY MORNING I REPEATED!!!!!!!! Nabey cb. I rly don't have th mood already laa. I'm so angry. So pekche! Because everything so UNFAIR! Why can't i use th com ley. Why must you sleep untill so late ley. Why everything have to be like that ley. Cb sleep untill so late. You might as well go & Die better laa. Tmd. You die i one tears also won't shed laa horh. Knn. If somebody is ever going to provoke me today, I bet she/he is going to be DEAD!

` & I know i always needed you :'(

It's been days sinced i blogged. Rly don't have th mood to blog luh. Ytrd, Met baby & Pearlin meimeis at krislan. Cos she was also there. Haha. Then reached there saw she training for baby. ZZZ. That stupid baby so lazy uhs ._. Then meimeis went back first. Me & Baby go mac eat lorhs. Saw xiaobaobaos working there. Miss her alot nahs. Headed backs krislan & Carryed on my house. Baby has to hide in my room lorhs -.-'''' Cos must wait my mama sleep mahs. Normally don't need hide cos my mama work midnight then i tell baby come up dehs. But anyways, He got come up or never it's still th same. He keep sleep only mahs. Wth. Then no need say liaos lorhs. Eyes swollen, Tears dried up. & Baby still raised his voice at me saying i keep want this & That. Blah;x I'm enoughed already. Fuck Everything.


I didn't go out today luh. Now also no more cig liaos. Argh, Going die laa ._. I'm giving warnings to people luh. Don't ever rely on your bf's too much. Cos in th end th one who are suffering is us laa. Trust is manage to be taken in th first place. But end up. Everything might change to something you might can't even believe it deh ): Too badddddd. I've gone throught already. Hah. Off liaos. Byes! Fuckfuckfuckfuck.

` & i still want to be your bride

TIRED

TIRED

TIRED

Nights {:

` & i was so happy today :D

HAPPY 4TH MONTHS TO ME & XIAOBAOBAOS!

Hellos, Back from a veh tiring day. Seriously. Baby's came over my house to look for me first cos he's going grandlink in th afternoon. Then suddenly, He say : Baby today i pei you whole day okays? We go krislan {: Haha. Then i say okay luhs. So i went to bath then headed to krislan.

Reached krislan. Waited for xiaobaobaos call me. Then she say she not meeting me luhs. So nevermind luhs. Then me & Baby from 5 plus in th evening audi till 11 plus in th night lorhs. Just because to chiong our couple ranking & couple hearts. Get 300 hearts then can take th license then your wedding ring will change to gold colour liaos ;D Omfg. Whole day was playing ballroom. So boring cans? Cannot chance. But at least we tried hard for what we wanted. Baby whole day was with me playing audi. So happy! :D While playing th ballroom. I saw some damn sexy pose & Ofcos sweet poses. So i took SS. IT'S SERIOUSLY COPYRIGHTED. COS IT'S SO OBVIOUS THAT IT'S SCREENSHOT! DON'T COPY UHS ._. Let me post th pics let you all see uhs ;D

Th best pic luh ;D

Th sexy pose & Ending :D

Finally, Our license {: Check out th first pic & Last pic's ring on top.

Baby brought a hamster today. I named it JASON. & Baby wanted to name it NANA. Wth. Lols. But i don't care luhs. Baby still say me that i hamster also want jealous. Why cannot ehs? He treat th hamster like precious. Then keep looking at it. Also never see he keep looking at me & Sayang me luhs. Bias right? I knew it. let's kill th hamster man ! But i don't dare. I ain't that cruel laa. Haha. Off i go to bath. Goodbyes! & Nofuck!