` & why does time pass so slow when we've alrdy planned?

Alrights, now is morning right? If i'm not wrong. Because i'm seriously having a bad headache. & i think i'm going to die if i don't go for a rest soon. But, i want to wait for baby to wake up. I bet it's in th night alrdy. But i think i shall stay awake till th time i cannot alrdy then i shall sleep ):


Anyways, peiqi asked if i'm going to poly. Omg girl. I'm thinking in my heart you must be crazy ;x I seriously don't do well in studies & all i can say is i quitted school is because i'm enough of their rules. Moreover, i don't like to study. That's th reason girl. Plus, you're not th first one who has asked alrdy {: Omg, you all think so highly of me. Don't please, i will be proud. LOL;x I'm joking. Morning entertainment. Haha. People asked & asked again. Th same answer i gave them i just don't like to study. So what's wrong with quitting school? & Don't ask me why & why again & again. EXCEPT FOR PEIQI. But i knows she won't ask laa. She'll understand {: But for peoples who don't understand what i'm talking abt. I tell you all. It's my choice & it's so simple. I know in singapore, without a cert, a person's = useless. That's how this goverment of this society do their things. It's so not th right way. They never ever think of what if some other people don't even have th money for education? Blah ;x I'm freak out. Anyways, outsiders which are thinking they rly understand me & want to get close me. I'm friendly as a friend. But you outsiders, don't ever say that i've choosen a wrong guy because he's bad. I tell you. I'm neither a good girl. If you provoke me then. I might whack you. I'm speaking th fact. Cos, this is my attitude. & i know myself well that, i don't have a very good attitude either. That's why i don't like you outsiders to be so kpo abt my bf & me. It's my life not you all. If you all are not happy with my life, why don't you come kill me & live on for me then? Speak till soooooo -.- !#%^&*&%^%%$$#@ Make me damn dulan. Well, once you know me. I bet i must be nice. But once you climb onto my head, that's it. I do bite sometimes. & esp for now. These times are th times that i'm changing for th better. So if you're th long long time one i've hit. Then grats! You must be lucky. :D Aw, Finally get to say so much things i wanted to say out. Those people just think they rly understand me. I don't like these peoples. & Ofcos, except for peiqi {: She's loves penguins too! :DDDDD


I'm sooo tired. Baby came over just now. & Before he came over. We had a big quarrel. He actually said i never " WEI TA ZHAO XIANG ". & i told him. So you always think i'm this kind of girl. I'm rly hurt by his words. So much things i've done for him & yet in th end i got back was this sentence. I was sooo speechless & i could only wait for my tears to drop. But today. I'm much more stronger. At least i didn't cry like mad. Just a few drops of tears. Because i'm learning to be independent {: He said sorry. & he knew i wasn't feeling well so he came over :D But we had a quarrel again ): Then i was holding on my tears. But i didn't manage to hold it on this time. I cried out. Then baby said : Don't always keep cry. See your eyes swollen liao. Haha. But i just couldn't stop untill he kissed me & said he loved me. Anyways, we were planning. To get married after my birthday when i'm 16. But. My mum ruined it all. She just doesn't allows. Hai. So baby said maybe we wait till 18. Then we shall go for R.O.M :D May we last & wish all th best to us. {: Goodbye !