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Hello. I'm here to say i'm getting much more better alrdy. It was worst just now. Thanks for baby's hug. I'm rly better :D I know i can always always rely on him :D


Baby came over my house. & Then. We watch series, & My stomach cramps were getting worst. Baby helped me apply oil. Was better then. But still cramping now. That makes me couldn't sleep. Hai. Baby say he wanted to rest, So he rest first & I continue watch my series. In th end. After i watched finished my series. I woke baby up. Cos my stomach's rly rly pain. I couldn't take it. So i wanted to tell him. But he raised his voice at me. I was crying alone at th side while he's sleeping. So nevermind. I decided i should wake him up. Cos he's going back soon alrdy. So i wanted him to accompany for a little while more. & He get fustrated & Went out to th living room & Lie down then. I then, Know nothing but cry inside my room. Alright. So ofcos i went to th living room to find him. He gets more angry. He said why couldn't i let him sleep well. He said he slept for 2 hours only for 2 days. Yeah i know about this. But i'm in pain. I only wanted him to accompany me for that little while more. So he say he wanted to go. & I cried & Cried bitterly. He hugged me & He said he want to go. I said, Cannot. Cos he haven't give me his goodbye kiss & He wanted to go. But i didn't tell him. Then he raised his voice again on me saying : Okay laa. I don't go lorhs! I be your robot laa! Then i keep cry & Cry sitting down on th floor. I couldn't explain with words at that time. & I only know how to cry. He came to hugged me saying what i want him to do. I keep cry. Cos i don't dare to say. Then he said if i'm to continue to be speechless. he's going off alrdy. So i told him th simple thing i wanted before he go off. Then i say like that got wrong meh? Then he say in low tone why didn't i told him earlier. But i just couldn't make my mouth to talk. Cos i was just too down though. He stayed. & He said he's sorry. It isn't his fault anyway. I only know how to cry when things happen between me & Him. Yet i don't talk. When he went off. I swear this is th ever sweetest goodbye kiss. & I'm contented alrdy:D Anyways. He's well asleep now. I don't blame anything on him. & I know i hadn't made th wrong choice either. Somehow. I've learned how to give & Take on him :D & I could always count on him then. Ohyah! We're going to sit cable car next week! WEEEEEE~ So enxious :DDDD


I'm going to work harder for jobs. Any jobs intro anybody? If have mind tag me {: I'm looking for sales anywhere. It's fine with me at town area including bugis street but please be air conditioned place if it's not bugis street :D This isn't overboard isn't it. Haha.


Marshmallow. You're my good friend & Hearer then. Thanks for everything! :D