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Yeah! Finally to blog. I haven't sleep yet. I don't know why though. I'm tired but just couldn't sleep. So i went to edit my blogskin & All. I didn't change actually. I only changed th background & Th borders, That's why it looks different. But anyway, I Spend almost 2 hours on this & My eyes are closing alrdy then. Still, I don't feel like sleeping. I want to watch my show laa ._.


I went out ytrd midnight to baby's house. Okay i tell you all. I manage to go bath at 10pm to rush for th last bus to eunos at 11.40pm. But you know what? I missed it. I have alrdy made my things quicker then th normal days. But i went out at 11.30pm & Was at my house there deh bus stop stoning for bus to bring me to interchange. But i know it's no use liaos. Was so sad. Couldn't bring myself quicker to see baby. Hai. Then i quarreled with baby. I cried alone at th stairs. & It was creepy. So i went down & Walk around alone. Baby ask me go home. I keep say don't want. so he hung up first. He was angry i bet. Yes he was -.- Then while i was sitting down somewhere around that place. Baby called, he said i rly don't want go home ahs? Then i say yahs. Why ley? Then he say i very stubborn ;x So he said : You take cab come. I pay. Then i actually don't want deh. Don't waste money mahs. I got money also won't take midnight cab. From yishun to eunos with midnight charges is 23-25 bucks okays? It soooo a waste of money. But baby said : If you don't want come then next time don't need come also lorhs. He say till like that luh, I got choice meh? Somemore i rly missed him then. Went his house we quarreled again, & Then a broke up given to me. I was crying down by th stairs & He keep asking me questions. I don't want to answer cos i don't even know how to! & He shouted damn fucking loud i tell you. He shouted : Can you don't always keep cry anot?! I said before what. I'm not a good girlfriend. I only know how to cry then. After then, I cried till my breathing cannot go properly. Stupid. I got something like so called asthma which happened after something that i couldn't say out luh ;x Anyways, Baby carried me back into his house. & He did say sorry. He say he was just angry. Partly was my fault too. Because everytime when he's at my house or i'm at his house, he wouldn't get to have a good sleep. I would keep waking him up like pinching his nose. Pull his leg & Hands. All that luh. Then make him very angry. I know will make him angry but i always still make deh. Because, He at my house must morning go back. I at his house also morning go back. Then why don't spend time with me first then can sleep liaos. So simple thing i wanted but he wouldn't just understand. But he's seriously a good boyfriend i know. I know he changed alot. But people do change. He change to th worst. That's all. Blah ;x It sucks. But he say i couldn't stick to him so much. Then he say something damn funny uh. He say when he go NS i how ley? Every night go his camp wake him up ah! Lols ;x So cute right him? Yeah, he's right, I've been thinking also. But is he th one who made me stick with him so much what. Cos, I know without him. I'm feeling insecure. & Without him. I've no one to turn to then. So i seriously cannot lose him ):


Enough of blogging. I go watch my 斗牛要不要 luh :D Byebyes! & Nah, I'm good. I'll fuck your ass. LOL! Joking. Loves !