` & i wonder if you rly love me though ..

I know why doesn't my posts appear alrdy. It's cos of that problematic skin laa. Then now i've t change back t th old skin alrdy. Nvm, as long as it doesn't gives me trouble when i'm blogging ._. I want a new skin ): Sobs, i'm tired of this skin alrdy! -.-


I've been crying eyt for th fucking whole night. I'm rly down. Now who wants t cheer me up? Has been quarreling w baby for th whole day. Yes, he asked : Is who started/want t quarrel. I admit is me what. Cos, he say he has t plan nicely for everything & yet! He plan. But, he put me at the last though. He hung up & he said later call me, guess what he did? He off his phone for th whole day from ytrd 12 midnight till now & he's still sleeping at the chalet. For th whole midnight, i've been finding xiaokid's & dandan's number just t find him. At first i finally manage t get xiaokid's number from th person whom doesn't want t be mentioned & it's baobei who helped me call up him. & I called up for serveral times, but yet no respond. Then, i couldn't find dandan's number. So i only could wait for fens t wake up just t get her number. Finally in th morning around 5? Fens woke up alrdy, i got dandan's number from her & called up. It's still no respond. At around 7 plus or 8 in th morning, xiaokid called back. I asked him t wake baby up. But baby doesn't want t wake up even when he knows i called up. I was so disappointed & angry lorhs, all i can was keep cry & cry. I rly don't know what t do alrdy. He said he'll call back, but he off his phone & went t sleep? What kind of thing he's doing now i don't even know seriously. I'm freaking angry & i don't even want t think about this matter now. Cos, once i think. I may get crazy. I wished i'm dead now somewhere. I couldn't imagine he was sleeping. Aw, nvm. This is what love is isn't it? Fuck. Brothers important ehs? Your ABK important ehs? He said he could do anything for me just t prove that he love me. I said okay lorhs, i want him out of ABK. Then he said he can, but i've t get out of AST toos. Wtf? It doesn't link. I don't wanna say anymore.


My sick is getting worst. Cos, my taste bud turns weris alrdy. When sick then you eat something will have different taste. Even when you smoke. Yuck. i feel like puking. My cabal is level22 alrdy. Anyways, it's been 2 days since i played audi. It's having maintainence now. Sick ==


Bye, i hate jasonhong ._.