i want to be a rly good girl D:

Back to blog, my stupid cookie is biting her towel & bed everywhere! She's dragging them th whole living room, argh. I don't care. Just don't bite my heels again. I want bring cookie go cut her hair alr! Too long, th stupid person didn't even trim her fur before we collect her. Nabey.


Baby's now sleeping inside my room, for goodness sake. He's sweating in his sleep. I don't wanna hug somebody sticky to sleep. So after my cold water bath, i helped him to wipe his body & put powder. Then smell nicenice alr! :D Hah!


I rly want to go for a walk. It's been long since-d i step out of yishun then. Life's getting bored. But anyway, i have baby by my side is enough. Sometimes, i rly missed those past. But, i left it behind alr. Now i'm rly learning hard to be a good girl. Like controling my temper. & Don't slove problems by using violence. Etc. I'm gona have a family in 2 more years. So i should rly think of my future. Like how it supposed to be. But sometimes, i still don't manage to do well controling my temper. Wonder when could i rly master th skills of controling own tempers.


Baobei, don't hope for those things that couldn't happened. I said i won't means i won't. I won't be soft-hearted. I won't bring our relationships back to th past. Don't say i cannot like that. Don't say what " Shang gan qing ". Use your brains & think back luh. When that time i quarrel most with jason. Who was there first ley? They were there mehs? Anyone called up? No right? I'm suffering & yet none was there? & You still say "Shang gan qing"? Sorry laas, no more gan qing alr baobei. Accept th facts. I'm like this. I wasn't th one who has given up. I didn't even gave up in th beginning. I said before alr, my life. I break into 2 parts. One is jason, & one is you all. Both is important then. Now i lost half of it alr? You should know th feeling very well. I've been missing them so much but none miss me then i don't care alr. I don't wanna tell you this things on phone because i rly hate hearing you nag me this things! ;x Hah. Love you. But nevermind. I still miss th pasts. ):


Okay, done with th things i wanted to say. Whatever it is, I MISS CHUJIE DIDI :D Nights!