`i'm missing you badly

& I hadn't slept for the whole night. I'm waiting for his calls. But, don't have leh. Nevermind lahs, try again tomorrow lorhs. As long as i can keep myself awake. I will. Even if i wait till i down with sickness. I will still wait. At least when i sick i could have a good diet though. But, main point is i just want to know whether you are fine. That's more then enough. I'm down i'm down. I'm sad i'm sad. I cried i cried. Just because too much incoming stress. Just a few weeks or maybe days. It only need so little time & everything gone mess. & it needs so so much times to make everything so nice & wonderful. Just a sudden, everything EVERYTHING was like a dream. I hate perfection, i hate it so much. I used to, USED to. Just want to become so perfect. But now, i don't want. Too perfect & in the end. When everything becomes trash. You'll know how & what i'm feeling. It's not easy to slove. People are soon leaving you. They're sad. I'm sad. That day, when we ever renuion. That's the day, i get back my PERFECTION.

& I'm still not going to sleep. I'm full of hopes, i'm confident you'll call someday later~ I'm veh veh sure. If you won't. Means, just take it as we never know each other. IMU*

ONCE SISTERS, FOREVER SISTERS
& i still want to be your cinderella