`i'm missing you badly

Just came back from darling's bbq not long. It's fun though. && Darling is sexy todays. I guess not everyone is in a good mood today. Bad things keep on coming to us. & I swear we won't be seperate duhs. No matter what uh. We'll always be sisters. Guess what we shouted after the birthday song? AST HUAT AHS. Lols lahs. Thens after darling blowed the candles, we asked her to bite the biggest one out. With her mouth lahs! Me & Fens push untill veh deep lorhs. Hahaas. Jiayi gave darling flowers as birthday present. Darling happy liaos ahs :D Sweetest sixteen darling.

I've choosen a veh nice date for me & Fens to go jie bai uh. Sep 21. I wanted the date to be on 21st duhs. Nice mahs. Fens agree with it toos. After that, what ever happens to me or you. Forever sisters. I promised. With all my heart. From that day you cried with me, i knew you'll always be there for me duhs. I swear the most i love is you. LOHYANFEN x3

I still don't know what my heart is thinking about. I'm thinking whether this heart is like mine or someone else. Maybe i shouldn't have own this heart. I hate it. Things happening around. Making me more & more stressed. Plus confusing. Why those happiness have to go. Why to all have to be seperate? Why can't just stay on like that. I rly don't understand. I got a bad bad news, it's rly like kinda crying out. But i didn't though. I shall be strong. If then, someday i break down. Fens, be there for me alrights? DAMAYI. I will i will miss you. Seriously, i will (: Thank you those times you pei me chat through the phone. But, i couldn't even understand what are you doing. You said i hide all the things in my heart why don't i tell you. But, you're doing the same thing also. You never say, i would i possibly know. You said you want to help me carry those stress. But, you're stressed enough. You won't be able to do that. I don't know how should i tell you. It's not about me can't forgeting somebody or whats, it's just. I don't know how to tell you. Whatever it is. Takecares of yourself. I will be missing you then. Contact soon~ ):

There will be late posting of some pics. Here are the ones at bbq. Byes.

ONCE SISTERS, FOREVER SISTERS
& i still want to be your cinderella

Happy Birthday Darling!