`i'm missing you badly

I don't know what to do now. Neither do i know what am i thinking now. People asked, why am i stressed. Why am i moody. I don't know even how to answer them. Except for Yuwen. Thank you darling for everythings larhs. Rly. Hai. Hai. What what should i do now? Tell me tell me. What am i thinking. I'm in a mess, a real big mess. Stressed. & whatever it is, i shall stay strong.

& i'm veh tired alrdy. Strange huhs? Cos at this time i'm alrdy tired. Hahaas. But i'm afraid he might call me anytime. Now only 12 plus midnight. Just now 11 plus i feeling kinda tired luhs. & i think i grow fat agains liaos. Must go on diet. If not that time i sick no use liaos lorhs. Hahaas. Aiyahs. Whatever whatever. I must slim down. I'm too chubby though. I'm fat like a asshole. Oh fuck everything. Everything hadn't been smoothly for weeks. What the hell. I hate it. Fuck this whole world larhs. So whats, someday this world will also drop down die or something. I don't care.

He said i'm a cinderella. So, cinderella pray to fairy god-mother huhs? * BLINKS * I wish i wish. For his safety& for me to slim down soon. I wish I wish~ & thanks again fairy god-mother :D

Going to sleep in awhile mores. After i bath uh. I love i love Yuwendarling. Not forgetting my Fens toos. Hope everything will be fine thens. Add this in also okays fairy god-mother? Good nights (:

ONCE SISTERS, FOREVER SISTERS
& i still want to be your cinderella