e shtunë, 2 shkurt 2008

`I think i don't even understand you at all ]:


Omfg. I'm FAT alrdy -.- Sad siahs. Now is 3 in th midnight. I ate my dinner around 9pm plus. & I went to lie on th bed while waiting for baby eat finish & Change finish th bedsheets. He is soooo LONG cans? Then i msg-ed him mahs. He took so long to reply. & I replied him & I don't know why i fell asleep .__. Omg! Fat rights? I was fucking bloated at that time & I falled asleep yet! Omfgomfg! I'm still feeling kinda bloated now. Can't digest. Argh. Smoke more! I veh difficult digest one leh. Think i cannot eat for days liaos [: If not sure become pig dehs -.-''' Omfg. Fuck.


Mstiantian is finally leveled. With th help of orange didi ;D He's so kind. Help me train 31% to level [: Thanks didi. IloveYou. Then, Now i woke up. I found out my keys were different & Percnt up lerhs. Think is orange didi bahs. Cos baby's keys same as me dehs. Thanks laa didi. IloveYou man. :DD SeeYou later on at bunk [[: Smuachs !


You know what? I'm getting lesser time together with baby alrdy. I sleep while he's awake & He sleeps while i'm awake. Hai, I bet we're getting more & more not in love i guess. I don't feel th same after all. Seriously ._. I'm not happy. Hai. I don't feel his love, I don't feel his care. I felt he's just a stranger to me. But iloveyou. Let it be bahs. There's no reason to cry. There's no reason to break down. Because i'm NANA :D Yeap. I must be strong uhs! But not with him around. Even when he's sleeping. I'm so not used to it. Aiyahs. He must be tired alrdy. Sleep well. Nights.


I don't know what am i supposed to do now. But i think i'm going in maple or audi bahs. But if i play audi veh pekche also. Cos my speaker's spoiled .__. Omfg. I hate 2008. I HATE. Everything's has changed then. My sisters doesn't call me except for baobeh. I left my one & only baby. But he has changed. So what's going on? Teaching me how to be independent? Or i'm not even important in you guy's heart. I bet even yanfen doesn't have time to call me up either. I'm not going to call up too. Because you could have th time to call up others. Why you don't have th time to call me then? I don't know laa. Maybe when my birthday reach you also forget i also won't know. Maybe till th day i die in a car accident you also won't know. Aiyahs. You have your life alrdy. Then go on bahs. I should learn to be independent alrdy. JIAYOUUUU:D

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