`i'm missing you badly

Omg, i overslept for my flag day. But, Duckie didn't call me up either. Supposed to meet at 8am at yishun mrt. But, nobody wakes me up. Even Jasonhong wants pei me go also never call me. I bet he overslept toos. Whatever. Don't go bahs.

Sad news, i broke down yesterday, i couldn't stand all the things liaos. I couldn't take all the things toos. Whatever it is. I'm alone. Yeah, i had a real big cry yesterday night. & I'm feeling much better. No worrys yeah baobeh? :D & Damayi. Sorry with my attitude. Whatever people say is right, i'm weak. So what? What's wrong with having moody days though? I knew nobody would care after all. I don't even want to care toos. Even i broke down, i'm still gonna stand up on my own. I will i will & i will. I'm confident i will do it. Seriously, i'm so disappointed in the everythings. I thought i could clear up all mess. But, i couldn't lehs. Because maybe i'm a retarded or somethings? That's why i couldn't. Bu stop it thens, i shall not clear up everything then, i shall make it stay the same. Maybe it'll be even more better.

& Benny cutie is coming backs tmrs. IMISSHIM* Audiaudi~ Byes.

IMPERFECTION CINDERELLA
& i still want to be your cinderella